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It's become even worse now that Marcus' girlfriend has decided she wants him to move in with her instead of here. Now we have to look for somewhere for me to live, for people to live here to pay the mortgage and somewhere to put the cats. Xanthi used to work at the cat haven, (until they kicked her out) which makes me think at least if she didn't give a shit about Marcus' friend, she might care that the cats will have to be put down. What makes it even more unbelieveable is that Marcus was involved with Paul in what he's going to prison for, he just deleted all his files before he could be found out. And he WORKS WITH CHILDREN. I got so angry when I found out about it last night that I put a flat cardboard box on the kitchen table and just started stabbing it. I couldn't stop crying, I'm crying writing this. Now the tip of Paul's knife is blunt and the kitchen table has stab holes in it. I'm starting to give up hope entirely.