seal it up
It was all looking real good till I got assaulted in a convenience store for trying to do the right thing and play bouncer/protector. It alreay wasn't apparently, but it looked that way. Since then it's all just been fucking stupid. And very fucking expensive. Sucked most of the life right out of me again and I don't have much of any support this time since I'm pretty distant from everybody nowdays for this reason or that including working all the good night's that should be used for seeing friends. And not excluding having less available friends from having this negative attitude that I just can't immagine where it could possibly come from all the time. hmm. :shrugs: