negativeeee
i feel extremely unwanted right now. i feel like i'm never going to find a boy that wants me and only me. the only time i feel wanted is when someone's around, but they're not around as much as i'd like them to be. when i'm alone i think too much. i realize things... things i don't want to realize. this really blows. i wish i was the center of someone's attention all the time. i wish there was someone that thought about me all the time... and no one else. i want to go numb. i'm so greedy it makes me sick.