NOTE TO SELF:YOU ARE S0 WEAK!!!
man i fkd up my LJ messin around with its new crap like the ''customize your LJ experience''.yea kimy you were a witness =X
so..i got feedback back saying my last blog was pretty intense.i remembering typing it but i dont remember what i wrote.so i read it again and its real choppy but i think it gets the point across.right ?
i got back home like at 1 something from Jaimes twin SHANE-O's crib.it was his daddys b*day and we were invited since they are now the newest family friend people.and i've been talkin to him ever since. =`( yea im doing it again.letting him back in but its just something us female species have.we love what hurts us most..at first especially but later its like our bodies,mind,and soul gets comfortably immune to their bullshit and we just letting them back into us like they were something essential or vital to life with.man we act so unintelligently sometimes..
what can i say I LOVE HIM to pieces in every way possible.but enough is enough_
no appreciation
no quality time
no extra TLC
no short distance between us
no special position -like one and only-
no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no !
boy oh boy .. what we don't appreciate until its lost.
and yet with all this he still wont do extra things to try to make me realize that i AM it.
but it most be his nature.no one is so common sense-ly stupid ??
GOOOOOOOOOD FORD! this crap sucks.
i wish it can be nest year already so i can go away to college.maybe ucf? and NO not cause of him but because i dont wanna go far (from miami) but i dont wanna stay here either_ft lauderdale,tampa,etc...forget it nigg! boring ass granpa shiii.dont play_and move in somewhere and coincidentally run into him again and rekindle w/e its called was there just bout 3 years ago now.
but once again,those pretty fake love stories dont count.
we fkd.arent we?
_TE QUIERO MUCHO.SIEMPRE SERAS MI CORAZON