No Circumstances Could Excuse | Spencer/Brendon | NC-17 | ~ 5200 words | AU

[disarm_d]

No Circumstances Could Excuse
Brendon/Spencer | NC-17 (for sexuality, violence, and disturbing content) | ~ 5 200 words | AU
"I could be the bad guy," Spencer offers.

Many, many thanks to theaerosolkid and sociofemme. Thanks also to everyone of my flist who was supportive when I first threatened to write this. I GUESS YOU'VE LEARNED YOUR LESSON NOW, /o

Comments

[harriet_vane]

I love this! Creeeeepy.

Should this still be in there: (i think you should say "in their bathroom"; it's implied, but it jarred me the first time i read it, like, bzuh they brush their teeth in their actual bedroom?)???

[disarm_d]

I just caught that. It's gone now! Whoops!

[harriet_vane]

Ehhhh, my zombie thing had been up for TWO DAYS when Lu emailed me and was like "These three things are WRONG WRONG WRONG." We suffer for our art and shit.

[disarm_d]

I have the MOST typos in all of my stories, all the time. It's just awful. WHY DO I SUCK SO BAD? I try, too. I read it over and everything. TREMENDOUS FAILURE.

We suffer and then we make other people suffer, in having to read through our mistakes, *g*. (Dude, you have freakin amazing prose, though, so don't even talk to me.)

[hatoyona]

Super fucked up. Holy shit. But also incredible and ugh. Brendon! My heart.

[disarm_d]

Suuuuper fucked up. *nods* I'm glad you didn't mind it anyway! Thanks for reading!

[hatoyona]

I was really weirded out, but also like. Idk! Somehow it was still really fucking sweet.

[lyo]

I really liked this. I probably should feel bad about it, but the darkness of it really works well. Excellent story. I love serial killers.

[disarm_d]

*I* feel kind of bad for writing this, but it seemed like an interesting exercise, because, yeah, holy dark content, batman. I'm glad that you didn't mind it! Thanks so much.

[sneaky_sena]

Oh, I love this. I just, as much as I like Spencer in this (I watch too much Dexter, too), I want Brendon to run away and find somebody who has the ability to actually love him like he deserves. *pets poor Brendon*

[disarm_d]

I kind of want for Brendon to run away as well, but on the other hand, he's almost as fucked up as Spencer is, and I don't know that he'd ... end up much better of? If that makes any kind of sense. Probably being with someone who isn't a serial killer would be better though, *g*.

Thanks for reading!

[ericaplease]

wowww, that was certainly creepy (and dark), but I really liked it. intense! Spencer's whole...barely-concealed rage, all the time, was pretty interesting. I've never seen Dexter, but I'm considering watching it.

[disarm_d]

Dexter is a really well done show. It's nothing like this story
(like for example, it's a lot better), but I've been watching it right since the beginning, and I definitely think it's worth checking out.