post number thirteen
RC is coming home tonight. i hope his flight goes well. im excited to see him!!!
last night i went with teresa to curves (yeah the women only gym) in support for her to join. since i had done some training for that particular location and the girl recognized me we (both teresa and i) were given a month free trial. that was really cool. im excited and teresa seems to be excited as well. okay so this is the first "real" step i have taken towards my "changing myself". i would like to start jogging also. that is going to take a lot more motivation since the weather is much colder now. i dont even want to get out of bed in the morning, much less go jogging. well im working on it though!!
so here is a question.............how does one deal with insecurity when it creeps up on you unexpectedly??? im referring to insecurity in a relationship, in one-self and pretty much in general. i think its the kind of insecurity that effects all aspects of life and those who surround you. so any advice???