post number nine
can all drugs make you stop caring about the things that really matter??? sure...but to a different extent. i personally think using heroin, crack, crystal meth, cocaine and all chemical drugs is disgusting. i have not used any of these drugs listed or any other with the exception of smoking a bowl once in a while. so the conversation with RC last night was about this. i dont even recall how the conversation came about. i know many individuals who have used smoked crystal in the past and have given me the same excuse of why they stopped smoking. they all said they were starting to look like shit, so they stopped, but if they are offered to smoke some random day, they will because they "loved that shit". that statement in my personal opinion is that once the obsessive object is in sight he or she can not control himself/herself. RC argued back that people can control them selves because if they are smoking "casually" then its not the same as being addicted. well i think it is. if one is making the statement, "i love that shit, if you offered it to me right now i'll take it" then in my mind and opinion you are an addict. so then the conversation moved into RC asking me, "well if other drugs do that then why are you okay with marijuana??" my answer....................i have never heard of anyone have to go to rehab for marijuana because he or she could no longer function with out it. i have never heard of anyone who has been so addicted to marijuana that they would do just about anything for it. last but least i have never known marijuana and have felt like dying when they no longer had it in his or her system. so there.................
sorry about the rambling and if this does not make sense, it made sense in my head, i swear!!!!!!!!