knots
My stomach is so incredibly, painfully tied up in knots. I wish, wish, wish I could get rid of this feeling. I don't know what else to do but to hang in there and fake it when it gets too much, just to at least feel like I'm tolerated.
It's hard to spend the day not being able to switch it off in your mind and little bits and pieces of information just fall into place and puts you right back at that place where your stomach is so knotted and sick that you think you might throw up.
I don't think I can talk to friends because I feel embarrassed and that just feels unfair in general. :S
One day at a time. I just need that little extra tolerance and love to help me through the worst of it really...
It's hard to spend the day not being able to switch it off in your mind and little bits and pieces of information just fall into place and puts you right back at that place where your stomach is so knotted and sick that you think you might throw up.
I don't think I can talk to friends because I feel embarrassed and that just feels unfair in general. :S
One day at a time. I just need that little extra tolerance and love to help me through the worst of it really...