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Well, here is to a new me.
I did it, I finally told Tyler how I felt.
I told him that I wanted a healthier, happier relationship and that I didn't think it would be beneficial for me to date him anymore.
It was kind of sad. I know he feels bad about himself, and I know I didn't help that, and I'm sure both of us are going to need time to heal.
I feel happy on one hand, because now I don't have to feel so trapped and tied down and lonely all at the same time.
I'm kind of sad, walking away from my best friend of 4-5 years is going to be hard.
I still love him, but it's becoming more and more clear to me that maybe all those hopes and dreams I had about our future could be better met by someone a little bit more goal driven, honest, caring etc.
Well everyone, here is to a new me...
I've already been making changes to ensure that my life will be healthier, physically and mentally.
I hired a personal trainer at LA. Fitness, so hopefully over the next several months I'll keep losing weight and tone up even more. I'm already down about .5 inches and about 7 lbs.
=]
Now it's just time to figure out what I'm going to finish getting my degree for, move out of this house, or Indiana for that fact and be happy.
Happy Easter everyone.
E Rabbit already came here, he left me lots and lotsof peeps.. too bad I have no appetite for sweets or junk food hahah.
I did it, I finally told Tyler how I felt.
I told him that I wanted a healthier, happier relationship and that I didn't think it would be beneficial for me to date him anymore.
It was kind of sad. I know he feels bad about himself, and I know I didn't help that, and I'm sure both of us are going to need time to heal.
I feel happy on one hand, because now I don't have to feel so trapped and tied down and lonely all at the same time.
I'm kind of sad, walking away from my best friend of 4-5 years is going to be hard.
I still love him, but it's becoming more and more clear to me that maybe all those hopes and dreams I had about our future could be better met by someone a little bit more goal driven, honest, caring etc.
Well everyone, here is to a new me...
I've already been making changes to ensure that my life will be healthier, physically and mentally.
I hired a personal trainer at LA. Fitness, so hopefully over the next several months I'll keep losing weight and tone up even more. I'm already down about .5 inches and about 7 lbs.
=]
Now it's just time to figure out what I'm going to finish getting my degree for, move out of this house, or Indiana for that fact and be happy.
Happy Easter everyone.
E Rabbit already came here, he left me lots and lotsof peeps.. too bad I have no appetite for sweets or junk food hahah.