july isn't supposed to suck
i think i can officially say that this is the worst summer i've had in awhile.
"worst" in the sense that its been lame on all accounts. my friends are too busy for life, my job is starting to suck and june ann picks fights with me every other day. i've seen katie, who lives in rhode island, more times than i've seen some people that live around the corner, and i get told to plan things only to have to put things on hold because of my friends who can't take a day off. i don't even get to eat the infamous homecooked food i longed for all semester because most of the time, i eat dinner at work. the only person i hang out with on a consistent basis is sam, which is the best part about being home, but sucks because 8 months out of the year, she's too far away from me. yes, things certainly have changed...
at first, i was really excited to get away from the semester from hell and all that it entailed, but now its downward spiraling. cp love has turned into cp-see-ya-when-i-see-ya's, and 'i miss my mom' has turned into world war 3. carrie is in boston, so that's one best friend gone, and lauren has a job now, which complicates her schedule. erin goes away on weekends to be with her cornell friends and catherine, caitlin, khills, lynlee & katrina work opposite hours from me. i see millie occasionally, especially at the burg, but she just got a 2nd job, so she's going to be MIA as well. i'm running out of friends. katie was supposed to come visit, but its not looking like thats going to be happening anytime soon. 6 flags is apparently the hardest thing to plan and, to top it all off, i'm leaving in a month and 2 days. i'm home...and i'm lonely. its just depressing.
harry potter comes out on wednesday and i just hope i have someone to see it with. if you see some loser sitting in the back with a huge bucket of popcorn and no friends...it'll be me. holler.
i miss katie, robin and megan. :(
"worst" in the sense that its been lame on all accounts. my friends are too busy for life, my job is starting to suck and june ann picks fights with me every other day. i've seen katie, who lives in rhode island, more times than i've seen some people that live around the corner, and i get told to plan things only to have to put things on hold because of my friends who can't take a day off. i don't even get to eat the infamous homecooked food i longed for all semester because most of the time, i eat dinner at work. the only person i hang out with on a consistent basis is sam, which is the best part about being home, but sucks because 8 months out of the year, she's too far away from me. yes, things certainly have changed...
at first, i was really excited to get away from the semester from hell and all that it entailed, but now its downward spiraling. cp love has turned into cp-see-ya-when-i-see-ya's, and 'i miss my mom' has turned into world war 3. carrie is in boston, so that's one best friend gone, and lauren has a job now, which complicates her schedule. erin goes away on weekends to be with her cornell friends and catherine, caitlin, khills, lynlee & katrina work opposite hours from me. i see millie occasionally, especially at the burg, but she just got a 2nd job, so she's going to be MIA as well. i'm running out of friends. katie was supposed to come visit, but its not looking like thats going to be happening anytime soon. 6 flags is apparently the hardest thing to plan and, to top it all off, i'm leaving in a month and 2 days. i'm home...and i'm lonely. its just depressing.
harry potter comes out on wednesday and i just hope i have someone to see it with. if you see some loser sitting in the back with a huge bucket of popcorn and no friends...it'll be me. holler.
i miss katie, robin and megan. :(