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Sometimes I wonder why people do the things they do.
Does is have something to do with how they were brought up,
or their age?
I like to take steps back and view the situation or person from all aspects.
I wonder most why people stare.
I dont say this to get complaments or anything,
but seriously why do people stare?
Is it because people have different faces,
different features then the next.
PetPeeve:
I hate when girls/guys wera colored contacts.
I think that looks so gross.
It looks like there is something wrong with their eyes.
Anyway,
Like I was saying; when you see someone you try to guess
what year they were born.
Where there are from.
We make assumptions.
We try to guess how they were brought up,
why they are the way they are.
We do this with everyone.
Its natural.
I used to just judge people on how they dressed and whatnot
but then when I went to Memorial Presentation with Joel and met all
of these badass people that dress all preppy, I realized that I was stupid before.
And that clothes dont matter.
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.
Beauty is only skin deep.
Beauty is everywhere.
Beauty is over rated.
As long as you feel pretty and feel comfertable in yourself,
then you shouldnt care what other people think of you.
I have only recently discovered this.
Its weird because when I feel fat, I look fat.
And when I feel skinny, I look skinny.
Its all a mind game.
Either way, you should just love or make due with that you have around you,
and what you have been blessed with.
I have been blessed with a forgiving God,
one who I will never leave.
He has blessed me with wonderful loving friends.
He has blessed me with strong will and a sense of right.
He blessed my little sister with a new heart.
He blessed me by putting Joel in my life.
Because without Joel I probably wouldnt have turned back to God.
I love you Joel.
Its strange how people get where they are.
I mean sitting right next to me is the forign exchange student from Brazil.
Why would she come to McAllen?
Then you have your really kewl teachers and subs that tell stories about how they used to live in China and Japan,
went to war, went here and there and back again.
And you wonder why they are here.
I want to travel, do, and see as much as I can in my lifetime.
I will see the world.
I will see the seven wonders.
I will speak another language besides English and Sign Language.
I will get my own place.
I will get a job that I actually enjoy.
I will find that right person.
I will be happy.
I will enjoy my life.
Wow....that felt great.
Yay for happy entries.
Oh yeah...and this man just makes life [this much more] enjoyable.
I love you Gerard.
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_Carly