I Know You All Can Imagine Me Singing This Song... LOL
Miracle Of Me
By Alondra Torres
You say I'm concieted
I say I can't believe it
Please don't ever repeat that shit
Yes, It's really true that I'm better than you
I think, that I'm just honest
That's the truth, I sincerely promise
That, everything I say is no lie
I'm so beautiful I make guys cry
Oooh!
I'm still totally honest
Without a doubt, Completely modest
I respect those that made me, really
So thank you Dad and Dear Mommy!
I'm sure the world is on your door
Telling you that you little daughter's pure
Though you didn't put these things inside my head
I thank Daddy for his sperm and mommy for her egg!
Oh yeah
I finally got it my way
I'm onstage, singing Broadway
And although I'm the perfect prodigy
I'd like to thank my family
So...
God, Thank you for this miracle
God Bless you for this miracle
I love you for this miracle of me!!
I've actually had the ending lyrics for a while, but I never developed the song.Gosh, I'd love to write Broadway plays. Although, the songs I wrote so far don't match to make a story (Remember "Marriage"?) I really do love writing them. I have so many images on how I want it to look, how I want people to dance, the costumes, the set... everything. I don't even have to be IN the play, as long as I do something about it.
And yeah... in current news:
I'm leaving Mosaku. Why? BECAUSE I SUCK. Any questions?
Uhm, Josh and I are talking again and bring friendly. He's actually laughing at my jokes, and not at me. Like, I had wanted us to be friends for along time, and I guess after a while I gave up, and now things are moving faster than I had expected. I had anticipated us to like... be in "hi" and "bye" mode, but with occasional smiles, but we actually talk. Go figure.
Same with Jose. He added me to myspace, and we've been talking like old friends. Again. Go figure.
Same with Inti too. He apologized for being a dickbait, so ya. We're friends again.
And lately Oby has been really cool. I guess he was just having a bad day when he cursed my existence.
I have more homework than a sperm whale has DICK. (Their's are 7 feet long and 300 pounds. XD) So yeah. ::leaves Mosaku:: Idk which Physical Science teacher to take, though...
Uhm.. let's see. Josh told me to download a song that to me, sounds satanic. Like, it sounds like Atreyu, and then it sounds like... IDK, sad music... then back to Atreyu. It's called Mordecai, and it's by Between the buried and me. It's pretty good but... scares the shit out of me. XD
And yea. Vane and I are getting close again.
Oh, I found out Alejandrina had lied to me. Last year she told me that Christy liked her, and that she was straight. This year she tells me that she was the bi one, and that she lied about it. Then she told me she had a huge crush on me last year that she didn't want me to know about. I think she's a pathological liar. LOL
And so far... although school is really hard... I'm really happy. I have the best friends a girl could have. Like, I really feel loved this year. Like, yeah, my problems are still here... and probably always will be... but I feel I can live through it with their support. Sometimes I'm really down in the dumps and get into a state of depression, that I don't even want to go to Damarys' house (that's ultimate depression for me, lol)
I hit my stepfather today. Random, no? I was sleeping in my room after telling my mother that I'd like it if she'd wake me up at 7 PM so I can do Hw. I left the door open so they could wake me up. And I went to sleep, and I feel someone petting my cheek, and whispering "Alondra..." I, by instict, slap his hand hard away twice, then punch him hard in the stomach. I have never been so violent, and I've been woken up so many times. But when I recognized his voice, and realized he was touching me, I just freaked out and like.. all the anger and hatred I've felt for him the past 8 years was let out. He was all "I was trying to do you a favor! You piece of shit!" and I'm like "From now on I'm locking the door to get away from freaks like you!" And like, I gave him the most angriest face ever, and he stormed into the bathroom to bathe. Then my stepdad and mom talked about it, and my mom blamed Mosaku. LOL. That I was overstressed and suddenly became violent. Pfft. I have always been violent deep down, I just never act upon it. And now my stepdad is behind me, forcing me to get out of the computer, and I want to hit him again. And again. And again. And again. I wish he were dead.
By Alondra Torres
You say I'm concieted
I say I can't believe it
Please don't ever repeat that shit
Yes, It's really true that I'm better than you
I think, that I'm just honest
That's the truth, I sincerely promise
That, everything I say is no lie
I'm so beautiful I make guys cry
Oooh!
I'm still totally honest
Without a doubt, Completely modest
I respect those that made me, really
So thank you Dad and Dear Mommy!
I'm sure the world is on your door
Telling you that you little daughter's pure
Though you didn't put these things inside my head
I thank Daddy for his sperm and mommy for her egg!
Oh yeah
I finally got it my way
I'm onstage, singing Broadway
And although I'm the perfect prodigy
I'd like to thank my family
So...
God, Thank you for this miracle
God Bless you for this miracle
I love you for this miracle of me!!
I've actually had the ending lyrics for a while, but I never developed the song.Gosh, I'd love to write Broadway plays. Although, the songs I wrote so far don't match to make a story (Remember "Marriage"?) I really do love writing them. I have so many images on how I want it to look, how I want people to dance, the costumes, the set... everything. I don't even have to be IN the play, as long as I do something about it.
And yeah... in current news:
I'm leaving Mosaku. Why? BECAUSE I SUCK. Any questions?
Uhm, Josh and I are talking again and bring friendly. He's actually laughing at my jokes, and not at me. Like, I had wanted us to be friends for along time, and I guess after a while I gave up, and now things are moving faster than I had expected. I had anticipated us to like... be in "hi" and "bye" mode, but with occasional smiles, but we actually talk. Go figure.
Same with Jose. He added me to myspace, and we've been talking like old friends. Again. Go figure.
Same with Inti too. He apologized for being a dickbait, so ya. We're friends again.
And lately Oby has been really cool. I guess he was just having a bad day when he cursed my existence.
I have more homework than a sperm whale has DICK. (Their's are 7 feet long and 300 pounds. XD) So yeah. ::leaves Mosaku:: Idk which Physical Science teacher to take, though...
Uhm.. let's see. Josh told me to download a song that to me, sounds satanic. Like, it sounds like Atreyu, and then it sounds like... IDK, sad music... then back to Atreyu. It's called Mordecai, and it's by Between the buried and me. It's pretty good but... scares the shit out of me. XD
And yea. Vane and I are getting close again.
Oh, I found out Alejandrina had lied to me. Last year she told me that Christy liked her, and that she was straight. This year she tells me that she was the bi one, and that she lied about it. Then she told me she had a huge crush on me last year that she didn't want me to know about. I think she's a pathological liar. LOL
And so far... although school is really hard... I'm really happy. I have the best friends a girl could have. Like, I really feel loved this year. Like, yeah, my problems are still here... and probably always will be... but I feel I can live through it with their support. Sometimes I'm really down in the dumps and get into a state of depression, that I don't even want to go to Damarys' house (that's ultimate depression for me, lol)
I hit my stepfather today. Random, no? I was sleeping in my room after telling my mother that I'd like it if she'd wake me up at 7 PM so I can do Hw. I left the door open so they could wake me up. And I went to sleep, and I feel someone petting my cheek, and whispering "Alondra..." I, by instict, slap his hand hard away twice, then punch him hard in the stomach. I have never been so violent, and I've been woken up so many times. But when I recognized his voice, and realized he was touching me, I just freaked out and like.. all the anger and hatred I've felt for him the past 8 years was let out. He was all "I was trying to do you a favor! You piece of shit!" and I'm like "From now on I'm locking the door to get away from freaks like you!" And like, I gave him the most angriest face ever, and he stormed into the bathroom to bathe. Then my stepdad and mom talked about it, and my mom blamed Mosaku. LOL. That I was overstressed and suddenly became violent. Pfft. I have always been violent deep down, I just never act upon it. And now my stepdad is behind me, forcing me to get out of the computer, and I want to hit him again. And again. And again. And again. I wish he were dead.