Jun 17, 2007 23:38
I don't think anybody reads this anymore except for my sister(s) and Anna and Knina
But anyway, what's crazy is, I just finished my fifth "season" of guitar lessons. I sat down and tried to think of all the people I've given guitar lessons to and I realized it's been over a hundred! Anyway, I'm just amazed, it's such a cooky and great job, and I've been doing it for so long and dealt with so many different people, some for years and some for just one lesson. I feel great about it.
This summer should be cool, I'm not full time but enough people are around so that I'll make money and not get bored.
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I was in a funk for a while and now I'm not. I've been thinking a lot about personal responsibility and that also feels really good. I've been thinking a lot about moving on, letting go. I've had this weird concept of reverse-nostalgia in my head. It's not when you resent the past, but rather when you're just not attached to it, and ready to face the present moment head on.
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I'm so glad I made that cd. It was the first time I ever really made my own music (in such a structured sense) so it was a big milestone for me. I really feel good when listening to it...I feel really accomplished. It would be great to make another one some day. hey, go listen to it www.myspace.com/jakeestner