Feb 24, 2009 23:35
the path of deviation is not easy.
but you know what's hardest?
walking back.
it takes SO much getting used to.
what exactly triggers anti-social, defunct behavior?
i don't think i suffered from any psychological---oh, maybe i did.
but i think after september, i just deviated. entirely.
i just became supremely bad-ass. hostile. competitive. defection in the highest form.
jeez.
what a tremendous idiot i can be sometimes.
i need to hang out more with the right influence. heh.
omgosh. i need to like, go for self- rehabilitation or something. deviation is sooooo tempting. omfg.
now to meet my (best) friend tomorrow and see how far my anti-deviation / rehabilitating is going.
rehabilitation