Jan 05, 2010 14:51
Dear M,
I wish you'd stop acting this way. I have my limits.
Dear G,
I wish you'd try to understand M's pov. All M wants is equal treatment for everyone.
Dear Sibs,
Thanks for being understanding all the time. Sometimes i feel it's more like you guys are the ones taking care of me. ♥
It's a vicious cycle. If everyone keeps thinking the way they do now nothing's ever gonna change. everyone has seriously got to learn to let go.
& i can't do this alone.. god knows how long i can hold this up. you'll never know how it feels like to be the middleperson listening to all the things you say about the other. i don't know what to do. please don't expect me to convey your message because i can't, i'm not that strong.
honestly. i'm so fucked up & i can't do shit about it. every fucking thing is just waiting to fall on me. i'm not even supposed to be involved in this shit hole. don't bring me into the war that you guys created. stop fucking up my life because you guys can't solve your problems. it's just not fair.