There Are Still 2 People Here :(
So while I wait on them to give up the workout and leave, I will write things down.
I have looked at my class lectures. The class I thought would be easy and chill seems like it just may kick my ass if I am not extremely careful. The class that I was incredibly frightened of looks like it's going to be awesome and I love the professor. Think Mr. Rogers on crack and you have my teacher. Awesome. Either way, I know I will still have to resort to taking at least one day off of work per week to deal with it. Not that I am complaining. A day off is a good day.
Chris and I have gotten an invite to visit New Orleans. I don't know much about this, but I am excited if we actually get to go. One of his friends that he has been talking to online (well, before he left anyway) is a Yeoman in Louisiana and offered to let us stay with him for a weekend toward the end of Chris' "A" School and pal around for the weekend. He's a really nice guy. He has been keeping me very informed about processes that Chris is going through and how things work and he joined me in a graduation countdown and he's just nice. I will have to see what Chris thinks the next time he calls. I really do hope that he calls soon. At least by my birthday. This is the first one without him in four years. He surprised me on Friday by giving me birthday/graduation presents that I was definitely not expecting but really loved. It is absolutely crazy how much he thinks about things and I don't even catch it.
I need to get out of debt and buy a TV. Is this possible to do both at the same time? I cannot sleep well without my television and it is making Baby Jesus cry. I keep having odd dreams and not being able to fall back to sleep because I cannot distract myself and just keep thinking about whatever nightmare I just had. So not cool. To fix the problem, I am on the lookout for a TV at LEAST 27", preferrably HD compatable because I don't want to have to get a new one in a few years just to deal with the changes. Also I do not want to spend more on it than I am spending on my tuition. This actually gives me a fairly nice TV-shopping budget. It would be even better if the birthday fairy would just take care of it for me out of the kindness of his/her heart and I would just come home to one next Wednesday. It'd be so fantastic.
My heart hurts. No, really. My heart hurts. Since yesterday. It all feels kind of silly and it makes me feel silly to think about it. I have just felt strange since being back in town. I really didn't want to come back so soon and I hate that I had to. I don't know if this is something I really am going to have to get used to or if things are about to get much easier. It's actually kind of got my mind out of whack because the things that I thought I was completely 100% against before are suddenly not so bad as they seemed. I am not 100% for them, but maybe halfway there. It freaks me out because I still feel sort of like a child and here I am thinking about how life is about to pan out and it scares me, all the while exciting me. I know he's all there and is probably just waiting on me to catch up, which is also odd to think of. I guess we are both excelling greatly in our own areas of concentration. There is no doubt that we'll both do absolutely great in the careers we have chosen. It's just a matter of whether we are doing great together or apart. It's going to prove to be an interesting next few years.
There are still two people in the building. I want them out. My computer battery is getting very low. Please say goodnight soon so I can go home! I DIDN'T WANT TO BE HERE!
I have looked at my class lectures. The class I thought would be easy and chill seems like it just may kick my ass if I am not extremely careful. The class that I was incredibly frightened of looks like it's going to be awesome and I love the professor. Think Mr. Rogers on crack and you have my teacher. Awesome. Either way, I know I will still have to resort to taking at least one day off of work per week to deal with it. Not that I am complaining. A day off is a good day.
Chris and I have gotten an invite to visit New Orleans. I don't know much about this, but I am excited if we actually get to go. One of his friends that he has been talking to online (well, before he left anyway) is a Yeoman in Louisiana and offered to let us stay with him for a weekend toward the end of Chris' "A" School and pal around for the weekend. He's a really nice guy. He has been keeping me very informed about processes that Chris is going through and how things work and he joined me in a graduation countdown and he's just nice. I will have to see what Chris thinks the next time he calls. I really do hope that he calls soon. At least by my birthday. This is the first one without him in four years. He surprised me on Friday by giving me birthday/graduation presents that I was definitely not expecting but really loved. It is absolutely crazy how much he thinks about things and I don't even catch it.
I need to get out of debt and buy a TV. Is this possible to do both at the same time? I cannot sleep well without my television and it is making Baby Jesus cry. I keep having odd dreams and not being able to fall back to sleep because I cannot distract myself and just keep thinking about whatever nightmare I just had. So not cool. To fix the problem, I am on the lookout for a TV at LEAST 27", preferrably HD compatable because I don't want to have to get a new one in a few years just to deal with the changes. Also I do not want to spend more on it than I am spending on my tuition. This actually gives me a fairly nice TV-shopping budget. It would be even better if the birthday fairy would just take care of it for me out of the kindness of his/her heart and I would just come home to one next Wednesday. It'd be so fantastic.
My heart hurts. No, really. My heart hurts. Since yesterday. It all feels kind of silly and it makes me feel silly to think about it. I have just felt strange since being back in town. I really didn't want to come back so soon and I hate that I had to. I don't know if this is something I really am going to have to get used to or if things are about to get much easier. It's actually kind of got my mind out of whack because the things that I thought I was completely 100% against before are suddenly not so bad as they seemed. I am not 100% for them, but maybe halfway there. It freaks me out because I still feel sort of like a child and here I am thinking about how life is about to pan out and it scares me, all the while exciting me. I know he's all there and is probably just waiting on me to catch up, which is also odd to think of. I guess we are both excelling greatly in our own areas of concentration. There is no doubt that we'll both do absolutely great in the careers we have chosen. It's just a matter of whether we are doing great together or apart. It's going to prove to be an interesting next few years.
There are still two people in the building. I want them out. My computer battery is getting very low. Please say goodnight soon so I can go home! I DIDN'T WANT TO BE HERE!