guys my grades are so horrible right now omg omg omg ;_;. i have like a C in both ap chem and apush. and it's like junior year, when your grades actually matter OTL!!! what am i gonna do..
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actually i guess it's kind of my own fault because i've gone like my whole life without bothering to study. for anything. i just never got into the habit because it was easy to get straight A's without having to put in extra effort, but now i am being slaughtered in all my ap classes 8____________8 WHY AM I LIKE THIS?
my falling grades might also have something to do with the fact that i am always doodling in those classes... well idk, i honestly feel like i don't learn anything when i pay attention, either. or maybe i'm just dumb 6__9.
anyways that's not the point of this post, i was just gonna come dump stuff here but i guess i got carried away because i ALWAYS TALK TOO MUCH.
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★ so i'm working on something big for once for the first time in like... i don't even know. because i wanted to start drawing "seriously" again so i went on deviantart and asked people to send me their original characters. and i got a lot more replies than i expected OTL. so this is one of the chars i got (
blackii@dA's
tobias), and it's giving me hell because of the stupid arms and hands alkfjds but i kind of like it so far i guess? so i hope it turns out well ;__;. if any of you can concrit or redline some of it, that'd be great~
i'm also trying it out on a new art program i got: corel painter 11! it's super fun, even though i'm beyond confused and have no idea what i'm doing e__e
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★ the reason my grades are dropping aka doodles in class. :|. with some fanart (why is my fanart always done at school?) and side profile practice ughhhh.
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★ some bigger doodles. a sad attempt at sungmin and an original character of mine (he's a peacock bartender thing :'D)
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★ the main character of a webcomic i'm working on with a friend. his name is leverett and he's kind of a loser (should i start posting that webcomic on here, too? i probably will. someday. lolol)
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cries i have so much homework to get to "orz