I broke one of my lent promise things. The computer. Oh well. i have more. I am very aannoyed. That is the emotion I could never understand. Annoyance with the world. I live the sme thing everyday. i want something new. My sister is having her party tonight. I want to get reall fucking drunk and just fall asleep happy. But, I probably won't. Well, ( Read more... )

yea. This weekend I went to Galveston. Tina had some people come. Ashton, Heather, Lauren, Bruce, Micah, Anthony, Brad, and Paul. then later on Ian, Denise, and Jarred showed up. It was fun. I stayed downstairs with them. They sat at the table and played drinking games and me and ashton sat on the bed talking. Then sometime later, after going to ( Read more... )

Ive been sick almost all week. Well, since Tuesday. I haven't been to school since then. Luckily, I have a laptop now and so i have basically been laying in bed on the computer or sleeping all week. Today I feel fine but Wednsday and Thursday I felt like absolute shit. That's about it. I am to lazy to post the few pictures I've taken. Maybe later.

I have given up on

everything. for good.

Seriously. Whats the point? What motive do I have? What motive have I ever had? What motivates you? I am sure it is something fucking retarded. So I give up. On school, it can lick my asshole. I hate all my fucking teachers. I don't hate Mrs. Palmquist, and I thought I liked english. Until I found out I ( Read more... )

Just one. Taken on my cell phone.


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I was at my moms school all day today because she didn't want me to be home alone. Little kids are so cute. We went outside for playtime. I had forgotten how much fun swinging is. Even though I felt a little sick afterward. And playing freeze tag. It just got me thinking how innocent these kids were. I mean, they were laughing so hard and it was so ( Read more... )

I just got back from Caitlins. That was pretty fun. We basically just watched movies and made up pool games. lol. We watched thirteen like 3 times and I saw half of the the Harry Potter 3. Yea, I still haven't seen that. We went to the mall for a little bit. They didn't have my fucking purse. grr. and we saw Brooks. he is way hott. too bad he doesn ( Read more... )

hey everyone this is x________loveme
I changed my name think

I do this alot. My previous one was x________loveme  way to hard. to many underscores.