Dreading the Approaching Holiday

Dec 21, 2005 23:48

First off... Lets do the good news....

btw... 20th was mine and Niks 4 Month Anniversary... Happy Anniversary my Love

Youve been my Smile, My breath, and my Heart beat for many years even if you didnt believe it.. Ive held you close to my heart and to myself for all these years, Not hoping for more other then your friendship... Ive gotten much more then i deserve from you, And i appreciate the warmth, the love, and the friendship that you have shown me not only for the last 4 months, but for the last near 4 years

Without you, I know things in my life would not be where they are, and i may not even be here today to share these memories with not only you, but with your family, with my friends, and with your friends

My love for you grows stronger day in and day out.. No matter our quarrels, our fights, our arguements, and our annoyances... I love you with all my being and No one and Nothing will ever come between that, or change that...

Also.... More Good news

I got a Raise at work... WOOP WOOP!!!...

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Now... To other news

The other day at work.. Monday to be more specific for you people who tend to never talk to me lol

I almost lost my cool...

Now before everyone rolls their eyes and go "What else is new"... let me say something

The person you know here and the person you read about... IS NOT THE SAME PERSON in person...

Dont judge me based upon my rants, my readings, and what conversations, arguements, or history upon the Net that we may have...

Until youve met the real me and know who i really am in Person... Dont judge me

Anyways

I almost Lost my cool, I was scheduled to work 11a-5p... I got stuck on Drive Thru... Which blows anyways whether it be slow or not.... After awhile that... "DING" gets stuck in your head... Anyways... Scheduling was done wrong and Patricia called off.. so they needed me till 8.. then 10 (scheduling played a part in the two hours extra)... so an 11a-10p... Granted its a Monday... But when you had the day before off... Didnt get alot of sleep.. And didnt eat all day... You tend to get fatigued and pain begins to build...

I was aggitated, exhausted, and irritated...

10pm Rolls around... Josue and Tony show up on time to cover Grill and Fryers... But Edgar... whos supposed to come in... Stood out in the parking lot for 15 minutes and could have been longer... But my Redhead temper kicked in and i went out there and told him to get his ass in the store...

We got into a shouting match, and nose to nose... Edgar is a little fat Spic who thinks hes hard and a gangsta cause he lives in Beaner ghetto... Basically.. Crossing the street for them is like crossing the boarder... its a move...

Anyways...

Tony, Oscar, and Josue broke us up.. I counted my drawer, deposited money, and walked out... Angered.. but it was rather funny... Under different circumstances... Say... if we were outside... i would have made him look like the target dog and slapped him cAck-eyed...But i need my job...

And more bad news

For those that im buying X-Mas gifts for... Steve, Holli, Chris... They may be a little Late...

Im not entirely sure how big my check will be, Im not entirely sure how much i gotta pay in bills...

If i can afford it after what i have to pay for... Then ill send them on Monday after christmas....if not....

Then they may have to wait 2 more weeks...

Cause i still have to help pay bills...
Get Jess, Josh, and Alex their gifts (Sis, Bro, Mom) and Nik the rest of hers...

So im a little behind and i get paid on X-mas Eve.. and hopefully the place i cash my check at.. still is open when i get it Saturday...
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