Nov 08, 2006 01:06
WTF.
Everything about Adelia's situation seems to scream that she shouldn’t be in the market for a relationship... and when Kristy asked her "So, what's going on with you and Laura?" she was like "Oh we're just friends."
Yet I swear to God all I get from her is a whole lotta "Yes." WTF? I'm so confused. I really like her, but I don't want to get my hopes up, in case I'm reading her wrong. But like I said before: I rarely make up that people like me, I'm more likely to convince myself that they don't.
soooooooo I'm just fucking confused.
Fuck.
I went to The Wilde Roast to watch election coverage with all the homosexuals. At first it was *packed* and it looked like everyone was going to ditch out on me. It felt like the first day of middle school trying to find a place to sit. In the end, though, Kristy and Adelia joined me and we pounced on a table as people left it.
At the end of the night I very nearly *did* kiss her, except that I had, in my head, "She's not into you" so I didn't. But I thought about it afterwards and wasn't sure why I didn't. Arrg.
I think I just need to go to bed. I’m fucking tired.