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• Sat, 04:02: 😩 I CAN'T SLEEP 😩 I'm so tired & exhausted; but my eyes hurt, my head is pounding, my brain is wide awake, & I can't seem to fall asleep.

I'm also just to sad, disappointed, and depressed,... with far too many things weighing heavily on my mind, for my brain to shut down or for my body to relax enough to let myself sleep.

Even with as hard as I try, I have come to the sad realization that I am just plain and simply not worthy of being loved. I know that people care about me, and I know that Karen cares about me (and in the familial sense, she truly loves me); but there is no one out there that loves me in a sense where I am truly needed and desired ( Read more... )

I thought I was going to have to actually buy a copy of the movie on DVD in order to be able to watch this movie in time for when 50 Shades Darker comes out next month; but I got lucky and found in listed on cable in our Premiums On Demand, and the 31st is the last date it is available for viewing ( Read more... )

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