when love dies, it leaves behind a ghost. this ghost, never seems to stay or go, but does both at the same time, and you wonder weither it would be better to completely ignore the ghost, or try to embrace it once again. we wonder, which will make us get better, or which will momentarily ease the pain, and bring us back into moments of false glory ( Read more... )

its my birthday today, lamee...

michelle thinks foriegn people are funny. "teheheh"

well... hmm im in school
and yeah me and pedro broke up, but im okay with it now. yesterday was prettyy shitty though.

i have a serious jealousy problem, its sickening.

sorry alyssa, im afraid to call your house. so wherever you are, im sorry. you should call me.

so i've been feeding my boundless new addiction to the cranberries, and i dont know weither they improve my mood or just deepen it. its not like im sad or anything, im perfectly satisfied with my life as any person could be.  but theres this part of me thats always doubtful and wonders how long things could last like this, before reality kicks in ( Read more... )

DAMN IT, i really don't want to go back to school. i just wish things could last this way for ever. in school theres so many other complications, and drama. i just want to party forever and ever and ever. with little bits of a good science fiction novel to read in between. not that i dont want to do anything with my life or acomplish anything, ( Read more... )

my tooth hurts, i wish i had money and wasnt poor. things need fixing, like my mouth

well,  i  went to bed at like 2 last night. now its 5:30 and i just woke up. there goes  a perfectly wasted day.

i am a stupid stupid girl.