i want to rock and roll all night.
This weekend has been really cool. I've been in Parma house-sitting for my family, since they all up and went to Florida. I'm so jealous. I talked to my mom today and I'm like, "hey, what are you guys doing?" and she's like "oh, we're all laying by the pool. We're about to go to some store and look for sunglasses. We wish you were here!" AHHHHHHHHHHH! I want to be there sooo badly. I love WARMTH.
707 tonight was amazing. I feel really, really good. I have a lot of things that need to change in my life, and I realized some of them tonight. Just stupid crap that I've been turning to to make myself feel better, or gain acceptance, or popularity, and other things along those lines. The stupid material things, good looks, the whole nine yards, it's not going to last forever. I'm not saying that it is bad to have material things that make me happy, but that it is unproductive when i go to them to solve some sort of problem. "if only i can lose a little weight." "if only i grow my hair longer" "if only i can get this pair of bcbg stiletto heels" blah blah blah. Those things are fine, as long as i don't put the "if only" in front of them.
A lot of people went to Denny's afterwards. I don't know what I'd do without those friends.
This week: i will ace a math quiz, annihilate the bitterness in my heart towards a loved one, study for architecture and look at the names jurca gave me, sketch some stuff, go to dinner with greg, go to the rec a number of times, and do some other productive stuff.
707 tonight was amazing. I feel really, really good. I have a lot of things that need to change in my life, and I realized some of them tonight. Just stupid crap that I've been turning to to make myself feel better, or gain acceptance, or popularity, and other things along those lines. The stupid material things, good looks, the whole nine yards, it's not going to last forever. I'm not saying that it is bad to have material things that make me happy, but that it is unproductive when i go to them to solve some sort of problem. "if only i can lose a little weight." "if only i grow my hair longer" "if only i can get this pair of bcbg stiletto heels" blah blah blah. Those things are fine, as long as i don't put the "if only" in front of them.
A lot of people went to Denny's afterwards. I don't know what I'd do without those friends.
This week: i will ace a math quiz, annihilate the bitterness in my heart towards a loved one, study for architecture and look at the names jurca gave me, sketch some stuff, go to dinner with greg, go to the rec a number of times, and do some other productive stuff.