May 14, 2009 20:29
i never write in this thing anymore. and it seems like the only time i do is when i'm horribly depressed. so i guess i shall give you all a happy post?
things have been going better for me lately. after being unemployed for six months i finally got myself a job at david's bridal in freehold. i've been there for a little over a month now. kinda sucks cos it's a really far drive from me, but whatever it's a job, and i can't afford to be picky these days. i'm a customer service rep .. so basically i do everything except actually selling the dresses. i didn't want to be a consultant because they work on commission and i NEED a steady paycheck. i'm usually just answering phones, booking appointments, ringing up purchases, ordering dresses, and some minor cleaning. i like it so far. mostly everyone is really nice to me. the consultants can be kinda bitchy but i guess it's just cos they are constantly trying to make as much money as possible and they don't trust anyone. kinda silly but oh well. the managers are really nice and they all seem to like me. the only thing i don't really like is that i don't work much during the week but i work ALLLL weekend. blah.
school is over for the semester. i got straight a's again which is fab. unfortunately i have two summer classes that start on monday :o( but they're both online and it's only for 6 weeks so i'll live. i'm kind of upset that everyone i know is graduating tomorrow and i'm not. i should be. transferring sucks .. DON'T DO IT. they lose all your credits and then you graduate late. thankfully i'm only behind one semester so i'll be done in december. i'm currently filling out grad school applications for the spring. should be good, i hope, but only time will tell!
i've been having fun with my friends. you know, partying, bbqs, and just being in good company. nothing really new on that front. and of course we know my boy situation is as nonexistant as ever. whatever i'm done trying. i suppose it'll come when it's the right time BLAHBLAHBLAH. so sick of it but i guess bitching clearly isn't getting me anywhere either. yikes.
on to less exciting topics .. my weight has really been an issue lately. ever since school ended i've been eating like SHIT. mainly out of boredom or just stress. it's horrible. i need to start eating better. i really don't eat a whole lot .. but what i do eat is never good for me. i need to start working out again too. it's been too long. i really can't afford a gym membership so maybe i'll start walking. idk ughhh i hate this. damn you naturally skinny people making my naturally chubby life hell.
so yeah i think that's about it .. i shall give you more of an update when something interesting actually happens to me. peaceouttttt.