May 23, 2005 07:28
Last night was probably the worst evening I've ever had in my life. Sunday evening is always depressing when you have class the next day so I was already just.. building anxiety. I sat down and tried to plan out my few weeks since they'll be pretty rough. I have my surgery coming up in about 2 weeks. Not to mention as of today I have 3 weeks of college left so... Yeah I have to put up with the surgery between this stressful period. =P
Then over the weekend the drama with my dads side of the family progressed obviously.. My mom tried to show me an email my uncle wrote. Like I care? Why do I have to be dragged into the drama? Sorry I'm not going to stop talking to people in the family just because my mom doesn't get along well. She got upset when she asked me to come read the email and I just stormed out of the room. ): I never knew avoiding drama was a bad thing ay'?
The surgery is June 9th. I'm beyond terrified seeing that I've never been put to sleep before. [or atleast I can't remember it when I was young] Aside from that I have to take pain medicine for the gums to heal afterwards. Which obviously there will be pain, and that ladies and gentlemen.. SUCKS. Well I'll just tough it out until all this mess is over. I swear my next college semester is going to be beyond ridiculous.... TOO MANY classes to deal with. I guess I need to just focus on whats in front of me now.
Well time for class...
Later