Get over it, Tim!
Everyday I realize just how much more irritable I am. It doesn't take much to get me really going anymore. I really hate that. I hate that it's hard for me to hang around certain people without feeling some form of angst or depression. And it always comes back to the same thing.
I'm so easilly stressed, always indecicive, but most of all I have almost no confidence in myself. The problem right now, is I'm not getting anything at all to boost my confidence, so the only thing it can really do is steadilly get worse.
It's like...the smallest little thing will happen and then I'll be like "I hate the world..." And it's not like I'm trying to do that to myself. It's just kind of how I've always been. But when you keep getting rejected, it's really hard to keep your chin up.
I dunno...I'll write more later.
Musically,
Tim
I'm so easilly stressed, always indecicive, but most of all I have almost no confidence in myself. The problem right now, is I'm not getting anything at all to boost my confidence, so the only thing it can really do is steadilly get worse.
It's like...the smallest little thing will happen and then I'll be like "I hate the world..." And it's not like I'm trying to do that to myself. It's just kind of how I've always been. But when you keep getting rejected, it's really hard to keep your chin up.
I dunno...I'll write more later.
Musically,
Tim