"valentine, i wanna feel your hips press up against mine, we'll push into eachother; love's alive...
EXCERPTS FROM VARIOUS NOTES!!!!!!
red and black; skeletons and crows
webs all over the gravestones. the cellos scratching their way into the melody. distortion on the mic, please, i need more than that, i need some more DISTORTION! AAAAHHHHHHH!!!!
clouds, thick and soft, white and perfumed, form up in a single-filed fashion into my ears. silent and deadly, fill up my head. im dreaming but this pillow of clouds cuts off my air! i wonder what will happen next. so, i dont ever sleep anymore; i teleport. are you feeling jealous or sorry yet? so, i teleport. one night i was in the past, last night i was in the future, tonight ill be somewhere else. but i see things as i would want them, ....or sometimes i see things in the exagerated form. it doesnt matter either way, what really matters is how vivid it is. these dreams knock the wind out of me. i blink and i'm gone, and i scream and i wake up in my bed.
and no, its not the drugs; that's right, the ones i don't do. most likely, its the emotion that i suppress: my innate behavior to act on impulse.
they are thick, and deep. really deep. i can see into the grooves and the individual, rough sequences the scratches on the wall entail. so, once i get past the scary part, things settle and with that, rationality.
definitely, im in a tight spot, right? ....but i dont think so, i know that as soon as im allowed, i will break from it. i already do, two days out of the week: band practice. ...i feel dumb, pouring my heart out. call me if you want to kill me 831.8474.
im happy here
im happy now
and i hope anyone that reads this gets cancer
hahaha jk
im really excited about what is comming up
i love you guys, you guys make all this bullshit worth it.
Jason, Mike, David, Rudy, Luna, Bolivia, Emily, Julia, Jordan, Bianca, Lorin, Gaby, Lauren, Taylor, Danna, Kristy, Brooke, Kylee, Becky. (in no particular order)
These people keep my head above water
"i cant wait for her tonight"
okay, no seriously, crack my skull and figure me out
red and black; skeletons and crows
webs all over the gravestones. the cellos scratching their way into the melody. distortion on the mic, please, i need more than that, i need some more DISTORTION! AAAAHHHHHHH!!!!
clouds, thick and soft, white and perfumed, form up in a single-filed fashion into my ears. silent and deadly, fill up my head. im dreaming but this pillow of clouds cuts off my air! i wonder what will happen next. so, i dont ever sleep anymore; i teleport. are you feeling jealous or sorry yet? so, i teleport. one night i was in the past, last night i was in the future, tonight ill be somewhere else. but i see things as i would want them, ....or sometimes i see things in the exagerated form. it doesnt matter either way, what really matters is how vivid it is. these dreams knock the wind out of me. i blink and i'm gone, and i scream and i wake up in my bed.
and no, its not the drugs; that's right, the ones i don't do. most likely, its the emotion that i suppress: my innate behavior to act on impulse.
they are thick, and deep. really deep. i can see into the grooves and the individual, rough sequences the scratches on the wall entail. so, once i get past the scary part, things settle and with that, rationality.
definitely, im in a tight spot, right? ....but i dont think so, i know that as soon as im allowed, i will break from it. i already do, two days out of the week: band practice. ...i feel dumb, pouring my heart out. call me if you want to kill me 831.8474.
im happy here
im happy now
and i hope anyone that reads this gets cancer
hahaha jk
im really excited about what is comming up
i love you guys, you guys make all this bullshit worth it.
Jason, Mike, David, Rudy, Luna, Bolivia, Emily, Julia, Jordan, Bianca, Lorin, Gaby, Lauren, Taylor, Danna, Kristy, Brooke, Kylee, Becky. (in no particular order)
These people keep my head above water
"i cant wait for her tonight"
okay, no seriously, crack my skull and figure me out