I'm tired of being strong

[dieyoung999]

im really sick of it all.
i need to relate. i want to have that feeling again. im so full of a great longing to go back and change things. if i could, things would be different now; things would be better.

that is a good way to put it...things would be better.

will someone please call a surgeon
who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
that you've deserted
for better company

i can't accept that it's over
and i will block the door
like a gollie tending the net
in the 3rd quarter of a tied game rivalry

so, just say how to make it right
and i swear i'll do my best to comply

tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
than making you my bride and slowly growing old together

..i feel i must interject you
you're getting carried away
feeling sorry for yourself
with these revisions and gaps in history

so let me help you remember
i've made charts and graphs that should finally make it clear
i've prepared a lecture on why i have to leave

so please walk away and let me go
i can't my darling, i love you so

tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
than making you my bride and slowly growing old together
don't you feed me lines about some idealistic future
you heart wont be right if you keep tearing out the sutures

i know that i have made mistakes
and i swear i'll never wrong you again
you've got a lure i can't deny
but, you had your chance so say good bye...
say goodbye...

but i guess things always get better, no matter what happens today.