Zoey.
This one's for you, shatteress!
In other news, what about me wanting to make a positive change in my life warrants the response, "Yeah right,"? People must think I have no self-control, but I'm afraid they don't realize that I can really do anything I put my mind to, I just don't tend to put my mind to very many things because I mostly enjoy going with the flow. I realize I've quit smoking and started before. But I've seriously matured in the last year, I've just recently lost almost 20 pounds, after putting on almost 40 since I started dating Drew! Most importantly, I've done it a relatively healthy way. I don't understand why you have to knock someone down before they even have a chance to get up. I guess that's my point. Whatever, fuck them, because I smoked my last cigarette on the way home from work today.