"The Offical Blurb: Take a look at your Friends List, and list up to ten (10) things you want to say to ten (10) different LJ Friends... Do not state who these people are. Do not confirm or deny any 'comment speculation' ...Then tag five (5) people ..."
1. You act really weird towards me a lot of times, and I don't know what to make of you. Still, we've had fun together, and though I don't really care much about your opinion of me, I don't think it's too low, either. I imagine I'll understand you better in the future, anyway, maybe. Still, I just don't get you.
2. I absolutely adore you for your kindness and affability. I can relate to you readily, and I wish I knew you better. We should chat more; we probably will. I'm sorry I neglected to pursue our friendship before. I admire your openness, and I wish you weren't so easily hurt, or rather that others didn't tend to hurt you.
3. I can tell I've got Saturn stuff with you astrologically; I don't think my relationship with you will ever be uninteresting. It may get better or worse from here, but you're as hard to get rid of as herpes, although not as annoying. I probably rely on you too much to be healthful, but I try to pay you back for it in full. And I'm really grateful to have you at times; whenever I can't call on you, it freaks me out just a bit.
4. What to say about you? A friendship I never thought would actually matter. But hey, I've been proven wrong in the past. I'm glad to have you around, and ashamed that I ever doubted you. You've taught me a lot about being open-minded, and I honestly care about you a lot.
5. I really wish I weren't so annoyed by you; intellectually I think you're a cool person. But little things about you get under my skin. I try to quell it, because I honestly like you. I like you a lot. But sometimes I want to hit you with things.
6. I really like you. But I have trouble relating to you, and you come off as really harsh sometimes. I admire your pragmatism, but at the same time my oversensitivity is hurt by it. I wish we talked more, but we're both pretty damned busy. I apologise for being uninteresting lately; I know this isn't what you signed on for.
7. Damn, I think you're cool. But we just about never talk, and I can only ever dream of having a closer relationship with you anyway. Still, it's a /nice/ dream. I have a sorta-strong crush on you, of the sort that will never be realised. You really underestimate yourself; you're awesome, and I'm not the only one who thinks so. If we weren't both always in relationships with guys, I'd probably try and hook up with you.
8. I vacillate between taking you seriously and not, and and being freaked out about both or not caring at all. I also vacillate between being weirded out and overjoyed by some of the shit that's happened. I still don't trust you, although I do a little bit more lately, and you know more about me than a lot of people who should know me better, which scares the dogpiss out of me. You still confuse the hell out of me.
9. I really have a strong dislike of you on moral grounds. That, and you piss me off a lot of times. And yet you can be cool to pal around with, and I can't expect to approve morally of all my friends. Still, your sleazeball ways could affect other friendships in the future, if they haven't already. Also, I suspect you might be falling into a depression of sorts, and that might hurt your friendships, too. Still, I wish I could help, as we do go back a'ways.
10. I don't know how many times I've sworn you off as a friend, and yet we still end up hanging out again. More Saturn nonsense, I guess. You're fun to go out and be macho with, talk shit and maybe destroy things. But you're just not a very good friend-friend, if that makes sense. But I don't think that's in your nature, and that's cool. I know what to expect from you now, so I won't be disappointed, and I /do/ like you, honestly.
Not tagging anyone, so blah.