stupid fixation thing...

having rnadom odd crushes on your friends bites like a bitch! but i'm working at thinking things through and trying to convince myself it's not really love. i know it isn't, but still, it is annoying. i really want a boyfriend...i think

i odn't know what i want.

a play on 'life, the universe and everything' in a fail way ( Read more... )

yes, so this weekend i spent and obscenely large amount of money on clothes and food to take back to school....freakin ridiculous, i swear. i won't go into numbers, but it was bad ( Read more... )

gotdamn procrastination! i've been up since....7.30 sunday and i didn't qute touch any of my homework until about...12:30 am...well,  i started the psyc around seven-ish  and fucked around between 9:30 and twelve-thirty. i drank some coffee, but the caffine wore out about...twenty minutes ago so i had ot make some more and it's just starting to ( Read more... )

alright, so i have this image http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/55310566/ that i've been working on on a computer at school. i started this piece back in march. the fucking trees alone took me at least 6-7 hours. i wanted them to have a realish look to them, so i painted ( Read more... )

yeah, so, my family came down. hur-fucking-rah.

i apologize for any/all in school rants that may or may not occurr during the course of this week.

i'll explain their reason for comming tomorrow/tuesday

but, i'm also not backing down this week, so, let's see how long i survive with these buggers in my house and my space.

yeah...this won't be too long, but it's a whole lot of bitching, so you've been warned ( Read more... )

i need to get past my sleep and work aversion...i freakin' swear!

i'm damn near becoming noctournal

seeing as i'm tired, my narcoleptinc is the perfect avatar.

what's really funny is, i'm turn of the light, roll over and stay up for another 5-10 minutes