why?

Apr 05, 2005 03:14

how can someone be so dispaired by life and so fed up with it that they just end it? i've been to the point of complete and utter exhaustion with the bull shits of the world and my life...and been to the point where i feel like i can't take it anymore...but i push myself to make it through the day to wake up the next morning. how can you just ( Read more... )

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I am so sorry..... anonymous May 14 2005, 18:41:23 UTC
Hey Darling Cousin!
I am sorry that you have been put in this situation. I have been there WAY to many times. Two years ago on Cinco de Mayo our neighbor Rob shot himself in his room. I had just seen him arguing with his girlfriend that night. He had struggled with depression since the accident that made him a quad. I was angry, and depressed for a long time. I still miss him as he was a huge part of our daily lives. Remember that New Years we spent over at his house? I can not begin to understand what he went through, the daily struggles to do ANYTHING. On one level I understand why he did it.....I would not want to live with his limitations. Depressed people see nothing but limitations being a veteran I know all about this. Please....do not judge another person's decision about their own suffering. None of us know what goes on ....on the inside. I know that you yourself have been to the darkside and back again. Some of us don't make it back. It's an unfortunate part of life. The sooner you can find it in your heart to forgive him for his actions the sooner you will be able to heal. Take Care of you! I love you!
me

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