Change your heart, it will astound you...
What a dreary weekend. Not only is it finally shaping up to be winter, but there's a stomach bug going around campus that I'm still recovering from, and that all my friends are getting now too.
And I have so much to do this week. How am I ever going to do it? If my research and preliminary sketches for Macbeth aren't good enough, my Costume Design teacher will be a whiny bitch at me, because that's how she is. And she's mad at me for missing last week's class, even though I was stuck in the health center all night and they wouldn't let me out until dinner the next day. Also, Simone and I have to get all the costumes for our friend Katie's play that's going up this Friday, but Simone has lots of work too, so I don't know how much she'll be able to help. I wish Katie had let us know earlier that we were going to be solely responsible for the costumes, not that there was going to be someone else overseeing them like she had initially planned. It's an exciting thing to be in charge of, but we simply don't have the time for it.
And I hate being all alone in my room, off campus, far away from all my friends. It gets so lonely. I'm trying to clean up and do my laundry right now, but I just have no energy. Nobody but Matt ever visits because it's so far away, and I don't know what I would do if I didn't have him, because then I'd just be all alone all the time. Our hall life is basically nonexistent, which is kind of fine with me because I don't particularly like most of the people on my hall, but it's a sad change from last year.
Sorry for being so mopey. It's just been kind of a down week, and I wish it there were some happy break in sight. The work is not going to let up until finals, and then hurrah! I'll have three final papers to write. Sigh. I'm going to stop this now, and go finish cleaning my room.
And I have so much to do this week. How am I ever going to do it? If my research and preliminary sketches for Macbeth aren't good enough, my Costume Design teacher will be a whiny bitch at me, because that's how she is. And she's mad at me for missing last week's class, even though I was stuck in the health center all night and they wouldn't let me out until dinner the next day. Also, Simone and I have to get all the costumes for our friend Katie's play that's going up this Friday, but Simone has lots of work too, so I don't know how much she'll be able to help. I wish Katie had let us know earlier that we were going to be solely responsible for the costumes, not that there was going to be someone else overseeing them like she had initially planned. It's an exciting thing to be in charge of, but we simply don't have the time for it.
And I hate being all alone in my room, off campus, far away from all my friends. It gets so lonely. I'm trying to clean up and do my laundry right now, but I just have no energy. Nobody but Matt ever visits because it's so far away, and I don't know what I would do if I didn't have him, because then I'd just be all alone all the time. Our hall life is basically nonexistent, which is kind of fine with me because I don't particularly like most of the people on my hall, but it's a sad change from last year.
Sorry for being so mopey. It's just been kind of a down week, and I wish it there were some happy break in sight. The work is not going to let up until finals, and then hurrah! I'll have three final papers to write. Sigh. I'm going to stop this now, and go finish cleaning my room.