Nov 29, 2004 20:32
my song of the moment-- atomic kitten "someone like me"
feeling stressed
I know Its hard when you're feeling down
To lift your feet up off the ground
We make mistakes but doesn't everybody
You don't always have to agree with someone like me
That's the way it should be
Someone like me
went to tescoes to buy some ciggs, twenty pack to get me through the week
just wandered the streets, at night, with the christmas lights illuminating the sky and the craggy buildings along Mutteos Lane...just a breather
im feeling kinda down, im a manic deppressive having my momentary bout of low right now...miss mom but can't communicate with her...i just cant talk to her..
so i actually went to hall dinner, had me some fried potatoes and cream cake with raisins and some type of nice custard sauce
Whats wrong? I really think im wasting my time, with school. what the fuck do i want to do?
I don't want to think about the future
It's just that honestly, I'm not really good at anything
English, I'm ok-- ah more aptly untalented and unoriginal
Art History...I got a 16 on the paper I worked my ass on, about two weeks on it, one away from a first class mark and my tutor mentioned in class that he did award a few first class marks
i wasn't one of them
i want to cry
(wait, i think i know why im getting excessively effusive and teary eyed...im on my period)
but still