Night Before Auditions
I hate nights like this, the nights before auditions. The next two days are the auditions for "Into the Woods". I'm so nervous it isnt even funny. It just kinda snuck up on me so I really didn't expect it. I'm not ready. For the singing and the dancing, one more than the other. Suprisingly, I'm not as nervous about the dance audition as I am the vocal. Ms. Brett (dancer teacher) has said to me many times that I have amazing posture and that I would be an excellent dancer. Vocal scares me to death. I always loose track of the number of measures in a break during the song and miss the cue. Plus its not fun to have Ferris looking at you over the top of his glasses, hos eyes bearing into your SOUL. Last time, Mr. Keach just looked at me like he was disgusted. I met the guy when I was 8 and I have been scared for life. I PLAYED WITH HIM IN A CONCERT. I'm guessing Mrs. K will be there along with Mancini and Shook. I hate auditons. I'm realizing that this may be the worst audition I've ever given and Ive had some bad ones. The worst, not at AQ, was at Geva for a Christmas Carol. During my vocal audition, I screwed up and started to swear in french, I was 12 give or take a year or two and the things I was saying. Well, The worst part was the pianist was fluent in french. Well, needless to say, I didnt get the part and Ive always wondered if it was becasue of my vocal or the things I said in French. OMG> I'M SO NERVOUS.