Sep 15, 2006 08:56
Monday, Tuedsay, Wednesday, and Thursday. Oh Jesus. Thats like all week and most of it has been spent with Rob. What's going on? Who knows. I can't even put it into words anymore what I feel. Like I love being with him and being around him but then like we are not a thing (well maybe a little) but it feels good when we are together. I don't know. I just don't want to think about it. I want someone to just be like "Here Julie this is what you do. This is your destiny and this is how it will work. Enjoy your life the right way." Uggie it's just a plain mess. But then he'll say something or do something and I will be stupid or something and everything will go back again, 360. Whatever. Everything will work out for the best, eventually.
And just because he stalks me on here and today is his birthday and I messed up before. Happy Birthday Matty G.!!!!!
-Juls
PS. I totally had a dream with Berz in it last night. I miss that woman.