Dec 31, 2005 12:24
Another year has come and gone. So begins the time of "New Year's resolutions".
What will it be?
What do you plan to swear off this coming year?
What do you plan to do better, but eventually give up on a few weeks into the year?
We all do it, make no doubt about it. Say something, but in the end we can't quite seem to follow through.
Me myself, I've had quite a year. Lots of bumps and bruises to prove it as well, but I've met some really really cool people along the way as well. Some of them, I wouldn't trade for the world. Some of them...well..some things are better left unsaid. The end of this year has brought lots of stress and lots of attempts to make things better for me as it usually does for all of us.
My guardian "Angel" has been just that. A Godsend into me and my little ones life. There were a lot of days that if it wasn't for him, that day would have been almost a total waste. So, to you. I say thank you for all that you say and do. It may not seem like much, but it speaks loads.
My Chattooine family. WOW, what can I say. I love you guys and gals. Josh, Yogi, April especially..you are awesome! I can't express that enough.
There's one other person, who's made a difference in my life, especially in these last few weeks. Forcing me to smile when I didn't think my cheek bones would even do those things. Making me feel better about myself and showing me that sometimes dreams do come true, if you want them bad enough. It's good to show appreciation and help people re-discover themselves. They may actually increase your chances of being the person you were meant to be. Stewart, you did that. Thank you so much. One day I might be able to properly thank you.
So with that said, full speed ahead into 2006. I'M NOT SCARED! Do what you like to do, do you what you need in order to survive, but most of all do what makes you happy!
Happiness is the goal.
Thats mine for 2006.
C-Ya 2005!
XOXOXO
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