I'm back again...

Nov 01, 2005 10:46

OK, so I abandon this briefly to dedicate a little more time to myspace, which I think was a bad move. I have a few people that I knew before myspace so that was fine. After the beginning of two online friendships that pretty much ended in lies & deceit. I'm back. At least the people that I've come across here have been truthful (knock on wood). All of this distrust has made me bitter and revert to my sinister thoughts...again. I so hate people sometimes. I wish people could be more "real". Do we actually think that lies will get us farther in life and friendships than being honest??

All I wanted was to meet new people and "maybe" just maybe make some new friends. Is that too much to ask for? It's funny how everyone always questions me being so "suspicious" or "paranoid" in early conversations. THIS IS WHY! When I try to be lax, people take advantage, they walk over your feelings and make you feel like you've went insane. Someone will now have to give me a reason to make new friends.

Do you want to be my friend. I mean really. Honest, bare your soul, cry on my shoulder, vent, rant whatever you need, just don't lie to me. The application is pretty simple to fill out.....
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