Quoth My Friend, "Evermore."

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Ah. Here we are after a significant absence. My good old trusty diary/public billboard of emotions. And, as usual, I have been driven to write about this situation out of necessity; er…Daniel’s not answering his phone. So now I turn to you, O Mighty Internet

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[riskbreaker2987]

I don't think you should look back on your time in high school, Christian. Nor in your time in high school in Georgia. I think you accomplished a great deal, and have an incredible amount to be proud of. But after you left high school, Christian, is what I was referring to. Mostly because when I do read about things you are doing, I can't figure out what happened. I don't think you going to Georgia is why - I think a lot of great things have happened to you there, and maybe things that couldn't have happened had you stayed in Florida. But at the same time, I think when you left, you and I took very, very different paths. Paths that don't cross? I don't think so. But obviously, you do.

Which is why, again, since you've left your parents place, I think you've been undergoing a very positive change in character that I underwent at the end of my high school days. I'm not trying to belittle you at all, Christian. I just think that my detachment from you over all of these years has made me very objective to your situation, especially knowing you as well as I did during your young formative years. As much as you may not want to admit that. :-/

But I'm not trying to judge you or anything like that at all. Even though because you have purposely limited our interactions together over the past several years, I have nothing but strong and positive feelings for you. Which is why I've tired fixing out relationship, but you obviously consider it irreconcilable. And that's a shame, but I won't ever lose the positive feelings I have for you. And if one day you should need help, I'll be there to give it. Even if it is just positive support.

I should also say how delighted I am that you found God - I think that is fantastic (I had assumed from other writings that it had happened, but don't know how), and am so pleased for you. I hope that one day you might take the time to tell me about how it happened.

Anyway, I hope you keep writing. I want to read more about things.