So, continuation of the adventures at Steve's house. His cousin came over, he just turned 24 and he brought beer. I had three and I'm pretty fucking buzzed. His cousin is so creepy, he made Maggie pay for her beers but gave me mine free because he's creepy and wants to get in my pants wicked bad. Ha...no thanks. I have the best boyfriend in the ( Read more... )

I am so incredibly bored. But I've been losing a good bit of weight, which is always good. Tommorow I have to go to the Teen and Womens Health clinic in Hull and get the morning after pill for Maggie. Wow, that's going to be fun. I couldn't bring her today, so I get to go tommorow...huzzah. Not. I have to answer all these questions about her raging ( Read more... )

I'm obese. Eating is no longer an option. Must be emaciated.

I ate waaaaaay too much yestersay. It's appalling. I had 6 beers (nnot so worried about that) a lean cuisine pizza, a lean cuisine ravioli and sauce thing, 2 handfuls of fat free pringles (to sober me up) a dinner roll and 2 rice cakes. EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. Fucking, I'm such a fatass. I'm drinking again today, but I have no money and we have no ( Read more... )

I ate saltines yesterday, and my two rice cakes. I need my self control back in full. Granted, saltines aren't that bad, and I still looked thinner when I woke up, but still, come on Liz it was a resolution, and you can't keep it for two days? At least I stayed under 500 calories, so it's not that big of a deal. The longer I starve the more control ( Read more... )

There's no point in eating anymore. I really don't care. I just want to be emaciated, I'd give ANYTHING for that. I will give anything, and everything if I have to, to reach my goal ( Read more... )

OMG LYKE I TODDALY NEED TO LOOSE WAIT FER PROM!!!! AnA MUST HELP MEEE ( Read more... )

I have officially lost my mind ( Read more... )

Today we had community service for school. It sucked major cuz we went out to breakfast first. I had a few bites of fruit and half of my scrammbled eggs (they said it was TWO eggs, but it looked like EIGHT) Then I purged. I counted the eggs as two. Then I had neco wafers an apple and 2 lolipops, didn't eat many neco wafers, and total candy is about ( Read more... )

I had a pretty good therapy session today. She said she definatley thinks I am under 100 pounds *hooray*. So now I'm saying the highest I am is 99, which is a BMI of 16.9, the average still hovers around 90-95, lets say 92, BMI of 15.7. It will be going down. I trust my therapist, that she'd tell me her honest opinion, she always has before ( Read more... )