Where do I start.....
WOW that's the question I've been asking myself. For those of you who don't know it yet these last 2 weeks have been pretty rough for me, as most of you know by now on February 27th I went in for an emergency C-setion and delivered my son 11 weeks early. He was just to stressed being in the womb and doctors say if I would've waited another 48 hours like they wanted me to there was a good chance I would have delivered a still born. So he's in the hospital now for at least 8-10 weeks, I'm up there every day with him but so far he's doing good we have our good days and bad. It's like being on one big roller coaster you never know what's going to happen next. Then we have my son's wonderful father (insert sarcasim) who in the last 2 weeks has only seen his son once and I think that was only because everyone was on his ass to get up to the hospital and he just wanted everyone to back off. I'm just tired of dealing with his shit, and we're both better off without him. Hopefully I'll be able to find someone who appreciates me and my son.