Aug 10, 2003 23:03
Well this just goes to show you that I was right all along... I May be Losing Kendall. she is debating Going away for three months and I would be here alone. And if that happens I don't know what I would do... I mean I would remain faithful but I tend to be jelous of Kendall being around other guys when I'm not there. and I claim not to know but I do... I know exactly why it is... it is because she is a beautiful woman and I'm just me I'm nothing special I'm nothing to look at I'm just me. And she could do ohhh so much better than me..
But hellz I said it from day one. Any time I get really happy and fall in love something Fucks it up.. I'm destined to be unhappy and miserable and alone all my life why not start now??
Well thats it for now I'll update myself on things when I know more of what I think.
< edit > I think this will put a little perspective on me being all sad for all of you < /edit >