10 Thinks I Love About Today
Well, I'm trying to focus on the positive, so let's see if I can get thru this:
- I finished my letter to Brandy (although I'll have to wait until monday to mail it)
- I got to use my vig. rig. PC, and for the first time in a long time, I actually had fun. All I did was play some music, but since 99% of my mp3s were on it, and I couldn't use it for a while, that was like reconnecting to .. well, 99% of my music. XD. So, yeah, I had a happy moment. Technically, I rebuilt it yesterday but I was too tired or something to actually play with it, then. So this counts for today.
- Druggle! I wrote like 3 new poems today (um, I think I only posted one so far, my bad... the rest will come soon). So my creative juices are back! I can do more than comment whore and rant!
- Comment whoring! For the whole week, I've been commenting like a whore who gets paid per post, or something. And it has been fun, and it wasn't just for the sake of commenting... I intended to read up on backposts that I'd missed and stuff, but ended up have stimulating concersations
- Rest. I got to rest a lot, and I don't feel as tired....
- Solitude. Although I wanted to go out, it turned out to be impractical and as a result, I actually connected to myself in a way that I haven't had enough of lately. It's so strange how you can be alone, but still not with yourself
- True Friends. I called a local friend of mine, talked for less than an hour, but already feel as if my thinking has shifted to become more positive.
- True Friends #2. I asked an online friend of mine for a favour and he did it so quickly that now I feel overwhelmed by how easy life has become. I'd hesitated in asking for weeks but it was really no big deal.
- Cohesion. My thinking is, overall, a lot less scattered and more controllable.
- Appreciation. Well, I'm a very self-centred person, can you tell? Yet I'm sensitive to others and in the past that became self-sacrifice... nowadays, I feel a genuine appreciation for myself, which stops the self-sacrifice and replaces it with self-consideration that overflows into appreciation for all aspects of life.