uh oh
ok this sucks large
its whatever time in the morning...
we just got back home ( kevin and I)
i met boys whatever but none of them appealed to me
dont get me wrong.. im not goign out of my way to meet guys or anything
but im lonley and bummed so any contact (vocal) is enlighting
however i met this dude and chatted with him BUT
the one i met was whisked away by my friend which bums me out even more....not cause i fancied him but cause when you been dumped you cant help but feel worthless,rejeced in adequate etc....
rejections a bitch
infact it sucks hardcore espeically when the meat ur up against is fast fry and your fillet mignon ( wow am i ever conceeded)
this sucks... i feel awfull lonely... its 2:30 am... and im rotting away online
wow im such an effing loser...
all i can say is i must deal with it... but i really dont want too... i just feel worse by the moment...
i lack affection... i miss being hugged and cuddled...
oh god.. am i ever going to regret this entry....
the veins in my hands are pulsing with anger
my heart breaks with loneliness and rejection
being single offically sucks
i hate it
i hate coming home to nothing no love.. no hugs no one to cuddle with
i hate that all my friends are basking in there relationships and love
im jealous
i hate that i havent met anyone who is of any interest to me
i hate that i still love graeme....
im tired
and sleepy
atleast i got through today
yeah wow thats an accomplishment
boo urns.. life fucking sucks. ( well for me atleat right now)
hug me please im s fuckign lame... i lack affection and its tearing me apart.
its whatever time in the morning...
we just got back home ( kevin and I)
i met boys whatever but none of them appealed to me
dont get me wrong.. im not goign out of my way to meet guys or anything
but im lonley and bummed so any contact (vocal) is enlighting
however i met this dude and chatted with him BUT
the one i met was whisked away by my friend which bums me out even more....not cause i fancied him but cause when you been dumped you cant help but feel worthless,rejeced in adequate etc....
rejections a bitch
infact it sucks hardcore espeically when the meat ur up against is fast fry and your fillet mignon ( wow am i ever conceeded)
this sucks... i feel awfull lonely... its 2:30 am... and im rotting away online
wow im such an effing loser...
all i can say is i must deal with it... but i really dont want too... i just feel worse by the moment...
i lack affection... i miss being hugged and cuddled...
oh god.. am i ever going to regret this entry....
the veins in my hands are pulsing with anger
my heart breaks with loneliness and rejection
being single offically sucks
i hate it
i hate coming home to nothing no love.. no hugs no one to cuddle with
i hate that all my friends are basking in there relationships and love
im jealous
i hate that i havent met anyone who is of any interest to me
i hate that i still love graeme....
im tired
and sleepy
atleast i got through today
yeah wow thats an accomplishment
boo urns.. life fucking sucks. ( well for me atleat right now)
hug me please im s fuckign lame... i lack affection and its tearing me apart.