May 18, 2006 14:47
im bummed and lonely...
this is ridiculus...
i miss being touched and hugged and cuddled...
it sucks i hate this
im sad
i dont even want sex...
im going through withdrawl of affection
i feel like im missing somthing...
i want to be hugged and cuddled more than anything
boooo
"nobody loves me" Eeyore voice
so its come down to the fact that i need a dog.
to fill this void of affection and love...
im not gonna start hoeing it up...which im stoked that i havent done.... but dude this single shit is hard to deal with when you've essentially been in a relationship for the past 5 years...
i hate this feeling... i dont want to get used to not being touched and hugged and cuddled... i dont want so much time to pass that i go without affection for that long that im fine with it.. but i think thats whats gonna have to happen.
boooo
so the next time u see me give me a massive hug and rub i am in dire need of it...