Who, me? Posting logs when I should be asleep? Never.
*...shiftyeyes*
Okay. I have an excuse. Because this log? Is just...um. Wow. Yes. It has to be read.
It's anti-OTP for now. Starts with Meph pouncing on Gabs, them having one of their really great angel/demon bantering sessions, and then...Meph goes to pieces and Gabs helps. Yeah, I know. It's sosososo cute and everyone should read it, omg.
[Edit: And also, it is now canon. Omg. :D]
* Mephisto has joined #dfgreenupsidedown
* crouchingtigerlurkingtypist is now known as Gabriel
Mephisto: *flame in, whee.*
Gabriel: *flame in as well and...let's say he doesn't see Meph, to make it fun*
Mephisto: *in which case, pounce!Gabriel. er, wtf.*
Gabriel: *...pounced* *-blinks-*
Mephisto: Hello, angel.
Gabriel: ...Demon. What are you -doing-?
Mephisto: *nuzzles the back of his neck* Touching you, as it appears.
Gabriel: *shivers and pulls back* Don't. *comes out as more of a plea than an order*
Mephisto: Why on earth not, angel?
Gabriel: *faint scowl* ...You're a demon.
Mephisto: I was a demon before, angel, and you were willing enough then.
Gabriel: ...*scowl deepens, because does -not- want to be reminded of that* And I will not make the same mistake again.
Mephisto: I beg to differ. *kisses him on the cheek*
Gabriel: *shivers and pulls back again* I said -don't-.
Mephisto: *tilts his head, smiling* Do you mean to tell me, in all honesty, that you are not even the slightest bit attracted?
Gabriel: *...well, isn't about to say that because, hi, total lie* *glares* I will not be tempted. *...bit too late for that, dear*
Mephisto: *laughs quietly* But you -are- tempted.
Gabriel: Even if I were...*which he totally is*...I would not give in again.
Mephisto: *strokes Gabriel's cheek gently and kisses him, softly*
Gabriel: *shudders and pulls back, with an obvious effort*
Mephisto: *purrs and kisses him again*
Gabriel: *weakly pushes him away*
Mephisto: *gently and softly* Angel, what are you afraid of?
Gabriel: ...I'm not afraid of you.
Mephisto: Then why the protestations? *kisses him lightly and wraps his arms around his waist* Surely-- if you -like- this..
Gabriel: *shivers again, bringing his hands up to his shoulders to push him off but not making a move to* ...It is a sin.
Mephisto: Ah. *small smile* I see nothing wrong with it.
Mephisto: *purrs and leans close to him* What makes this sin any worse than the others you have committed?
Gabriel: *pulls back as if slapped* ...I will commit no more. I will not Fall.
Mephisto: I did not ask you to Fall.
Gabriel: If I sin, I will Fall.
Mephisto: You have sinned before; you are still of the Host.
Gabriel: He has forgiven me.
Mephisto: And will He not forgive you again? *quick!kiss*
Gabriel: *pulls back slowly* I don't want to find out.
Mephisto: But surely... "For God does not forgive seven times, but seventy times seven."
Gabriel: It doesn't mean I am free to sin as I like.
Mephisto: No, it means you are secure in His love. Is that not enough?
Gabriel: It is. *looks at him levelly, with somewhat more strength than before* I will not abuse the trust He places in me.
Mephisto: *purrs* Is this abuse? *kisses him again, sweetly*
Gabriel: *quiet choked noise and pulls back slowly again, though it's taking more effort each time* He trusts His own not to fall into vice.
Mephisto: Does He even trust Michael and the Metatron not to?
Gabriel: They are in love.
Mephisto: If I loved you, angel, would you protest?
Gabriel: ...*-ellipses-* You do not love me.
Mephisto: *smiles and says nothing, but strokes Gabriel's hair*
Gabriel: *shudders, closing his eyes* *more firmly* You do not love me.
Mephisto: Do you wish I did, angel?
Gabriel: *shudders again* What kind of question is that?
Mephisto: A rhetorical one. I merely wanted to know. *kisses him on the forehead*
Gabriel: *shivers* ...You cannot love. The question is pointless.
Mephisto: I cannot? You believe that?
Gabriel: *shakes his head* It is harder to believe of some than of others. Of you, I do not believe it at all.
Mephisto: I might be flattered, angel. I also might be disappointed.
Gabriel: Disappointed? *hollow laugh* You're a -demon-.
Mephisto: *sighs, almost in disappointment* True.
Gabriel: *looks at him with a slight frown*
Mephisto: *notices the frown* What?
Gabriel: Do you regret Falling? *...from out of left field much?*
Mephisto: *looks startled* What?
Gabriel: *tilts head slightly* You heard me.
Mephisto: *slight, nervous laugh* Why do you ask that?
Gabriel: *looks curious now* *and possibly a bit more confident* Because I want to know.
Mephisto: Wouldn't you?
Gabriel: ...Yes. That's the reason I asked.
Mephisto: *looks actually hurt for a moment, and bites his lip* *nods*
Gabriel: *looks startled, both at the look and the answer* ...You don't act as if you do.
Mephisto: And why should I? There is no going back.
Gabriel: True. *a little sadly
Mephisto: *sighs, suddenly despondent*
Gabriel: *tilts head slightly again* ...are you all right? *actually sounds faintly concerned*
Mephisto: As fine as I've ever been.
Gabriel: And how fine is that?
Mephisto: Liveable. *pauses* Not liveable, but I have no choice.
Gabriel: *looks a little sad again* I don't suppose you do.
Mephisto: *somewhat defensive* Why does it matter to you? You haven't Fallen. You're still blessed and holy. *bitter, much?*
Gabriel: *bites his lip lightly* *softly and sincerely* ...I'm sorry it happened to you.
Mephisto: *sighs and turns his face away*
Gabriel: *tilts his head again, studying him closely* ... *pause* ...I truly wish it could have been different.
Mephisto: Oh, do you.
Mephisto: Do you think you're the only one?
Gabriel: *bites his lip again* ...Of course not.
Mephisto: *hisses under his breath* All we wanted was a different existence, some -freedom.-
Mephisto: We never expected all this wretchedness.
Gabriel: *sighs and just looks at him sadly*
Mephisto: All we wanted was-- *hisses again*
Mephisto: "Evil, be thou my good."
Gabriel: *bites his lip again* ...Mephistopheles...
Mephisto: *turns to him, and may actually have tears in his eyes*
Gabriel: *the expression is definitely sad now* *reaches out and gently brushes the tears away with his thumb*
Mephisto: *gasps and closes his eyes, biting his lip*
Gabriel: *softly* I am sorry.
Mephisto: *says nothing in return, but bows his head and starts to cry. ...a lot. appears not to have done this ever.*
Gabriel: *bites his lip again, hesitating briefly before pulling him into a gentle hug*
Mephisto: *doesn't want to be hugged, especially not by an angel, but involuntarily clings anyway*
Gabriel: *holds loosely, so the hug could be broken if wanted* *touches his hair lightly*
Mephisto: *buries his face in Gabriel's shoulder-- yes, this really -is- involuntary*
Gabriel: *repeats, gently, quietly* I am sorry.
Mephisto: *can say nothing in return* *sobs*
Gabriel: *strokes his hair lightly*
Mephisto: *clings*
Gabriel: *clung to* *in bold, omg* *tightens his hold just slightly*
Mephisto: *actually whimpers, and is totally having a mini-breaking session*
Gabriel: *will continue holding and hairstroking, then*
Mephisto: I... *pulls back, and wipes his eyes* Thank you...
Gabriel: *tilts his head sadly* You're welcome. ...Tell me if there's anything else I can do to...make it easier.
Mephisto: I... I don't know.
Gabriel: *brushes his hair back gently and looks anxious for a second*
Mephisto: *shudders* Gabriel.
Gabriel: *quietly* Yes?
Mephisto: Kiss me?
Gabriel: *bites his lip, then nods, leaning forward and kissing him gently*
Mephisto: *kisses back, shutting his eyes and trying to ignore the sorrow he's just been feeling*
Gabriel: *pulls him closer, brushing his fingertips across his cheek*
Mephisto: *whimpers, whether out of pleasure or sadness it's hard to tell*
Gabriel: *kisses softly, holding him and letting his other hand stroke his hair again*
Mephisto: *kisses him intently as if his entire existence depends on it, shaking a little*
*insert pause here*
* Saraquael is now known as Gabriel
Mephisto: *is in two places at once! talented.*
Gabriel: *when we last left our intrepid angel and demon duo, I believe they had just started kissing*
Mephisto: [*CRACKS. UP.*]
Gabriel: [Whaaat? XD]
Mephisto: [That was hilarious.]
Gabriel: [Thank you. XD;]
Mephisto: *is kissing him, then! and crying too.*
Gabriel: *is kissing back as tenderly as he can, holding him tightly*
Mephisto: *shivers, kissing needily*
Gabriel: *if a kiss can convey comfort, this one is*
Mephisto: *is very, very thankful for that* *melts a bit, pressing against him and moaning softly*
Gabriel: *pulls him closer, brushing a hand through his hair and still kissing*
Mephisto: *whimpers, clasping his arms around his waist, wanting to be held*
Gabriel: *will hold him, then, gently but firmly and close to him*
Mephisto: *sighs, enjoying the closeness and feeling very small*
Gabriel: *moves to gently kiss Meph's forehead* *murmurs* ...Does it help?
Mephisto: *closes his eyes and nods his head*
Gabriel: *faint smile* I'm glad.
Mephisto: *does the standing-up equivalent of curling up on him*
Gabriel: *will go back to holding him tightly and gently stroking his hair, dropping the occasional kiss to his forehead*
Mephisto: *clings to Gabriel*
Mephisto: Thank you...
Gabriel: You're welcome. *looks at him solemnly* If there is anything more I can do...
Mephisto: *clings to him* Stay with me.
Gabriel: *nods, holding him* *softly* I will.
Mephisto: Tonight, I mean.
Gabriel: *nods again, a bit slower* I know. I will.
Mephisto: You will? *looks at him, surprised* --thank you...
Gabriel: *looks at him gently* I said I would do what you asked of me...anything I could to make it easier. And I will.
Mephisto: *doesn't quite know what to say, so resigns himself to kissing him again*
Gabriel: *kisses back, because...too many words at this point may not be a good thing*
Mephisto: *very much agreed*
Okay. I have an excuse. Because this log? Is just...um. Wow. Yes. It has to be read.
It's anti-OTP for now. Starts with Meph pouncing on Gabs, them having one of their really great angel/demon bantering sessions, and then...Meph goes to pieces and Gabs helps. Yeah, I know. It's sosososo cute and everyone should read it, omg.
[Edit: And also, it is now canon. Omg. :D]
* Mephisto has joined #dfgreenupsidedown
* crouchingtigerlurkingtypist is now known as Gabriel
Mephisto: *flame in, whee.*
Gabriel: *flame in as well and...let's say he doesn't see Meph, to make it fun*
Mephisto: *in which case, pounce!Gabriel. er, wtf.*
Gabriel: *...pounced* *-blinks-*
Mephisto: Hello, angel.
Gabriel: ...Demon. What are you -doing-?
Mephisto: *nuzzles the back of his neck* Touching you, as it appears.
Gabriel: *shivers and pulls back* Don't. *comes out as more of a plea than an order*
Mephisto: Why on earth not, angel?
Gabriel: *faint scowl* ...You're a demon.
Mephisto: I was a demon before, angel, and you were willing enough then.
Gabriel: ...*scowl deepens, because does -not- want to be reminded of that* And I will not make the same mistake again.
Mephisto: I beg to differ. *kisses him on the cheek*
Gabriel: *shivers and pulls back again* I said -don't-.
Mephisto: *tilts his head, smiling* Do you mean to tell me, in all honesty, that you are not even the slightest bit attracted?
Gabriel: *...well, isn't about to say that because, hi, total lie* *glares* I will not be tempted. *...bit too late for that, dear*
Mephisto: *laughs quietly* But you -are- tempted.
Gabriel: Even if I were...*which he totally is*...I would not give in again.
Mephisto: *strokes Gabriel's cheek gently and kisses him, softly*
Gabriel: *shudders and pulls back, with an obvious effort*
Mephisto: *purrs and kisses him again*
Gabriel: *weakly pushes him away*
Mephisto: *gently and softly* Angel, what are you afraid of?
Gabriel: ...I'm not afraid of you.
Mephisto: Then why the protestations? *kisses him lightly and wraps his arms around his waist* Surely-- if you -like- this..
Gabriel: *shivers again, bringing his hands up to his shoulders to push him off but not making a move to* ...It is a sin.
Mephisto: Ah. *small smile* I see nothing wrong with it.
Mephisto: *purrs and leans close to him* What makes this sin any worse than the others you have committed?
Gabriel: *pulls back as if slapped* ...I will commit no more. I will not Fall.
Mephisto: I did not ask you to Fall.
Gabriel: If I sin, I will Fall.
Mephisto: You have sinned before; you are still of the Host.
Gabriel: He has forgiven me.
Mephisto: And will He not forgive you again? *quick!kiss*
Gabriel: *pulls back slowly* I don't want to find out.
Mephisto: But surely... "For God does not forgive seven times, but seventy times seven."
Gabriel: It doesn't mean I am free to sin as I like.
Mephisto: No, it means you are secure in His love. Is that not enough?
Gabriel: It is. *looks at him levelly, with somewhat more strength than before* I will not abuse the trust He places in me.
Mephisto: *purrs* Is this abuse? *kisses him again, sweetly*
Gabriel: *quiet choked noise and pulls back slowly again, though it's taking more effort each time* He trusts His own not to fall into vice.
Mephisto: Does He even trust Michael and the Metatron not to?
Gabriel: They are in love.
Mephisto: If I loved you, angel, would you protest?
Gabriel: ...*-ellipses-* You do not love me.
Mephisto: *smiles and says nothing, but strokes Gabriel's hair*
Gabriel: *shudders, closing his eyes* *more firmly* You do not love me.
Mephisto: Do you wish I did, angel?
Gabriel: *shudders again* What kind of question is that?
Mephisto: A rhetorical one. I merely wanted to know. *kisses him on the forehead*
Gabriel: *shivers* ...You cannot love. The question is pointless.
Mephisto: I cannot? You believe that?
Gabriel: *shakes his head* It is harder to believe of some than of others. Of you, I do not believe it at all.
Mephisto: I might be flattered, angel. I also might be disappointed.
Gabriel: Disappointed? *hollow laugh* You're a -demon-.
Mephisto: *sighs, almost in disappointment* True.
Gabriel: *looks at him with a slight frown*
Mephisto: *notices the frown* What?
Gabriel: Do you regret Falling? *...from out of left field much?*
Mephisto: *looks startled* What?
Gabriel: *tilts head slightly* You heard me.
Mephisto: *slight, nervous laugh* Why do you ask that?
Gabriel: *looks curious now* *and possibly a bit more confident* Because I want to know.
Mephisto: Wouldn't you?
Gabriel: ...Yes. That's the reason I asked.
Mephisto: *looks actually hurt for a moment, and bites his lip* *nods*
Gabriel: *looks startled, both at the look and the answer* ...You don't act as if you do.
Mephisto: And why should I? There is no going back.
Gabriel: True. *a little sadly
Mephisto: *sighs, suddenly despondent*
Gabriel: *tilts head slightly again* ...are you all right? *actually sounds faintly concerned*
Mephisto: As fine as I've ever been.
Gabriel: And how fine is that?
Mephisto: Liveable. *pauses* Not liveable, but I have no choice.
Gabriel: *looks a little sad again* I don't suppose you do.
Mephisto: *somewhat defensive* Why does it matter to you? You haven't Fallen. You're still blessed and holy. *bitter, much?*
Gabriel: *bites his lip lightly* *softly and sincerely* ...I'm sorry it happened to you.
Mephisto: *sighs and turns his face away*
Gabriel: *tilts his head again, studying him closely* ... *pause* ...I truly wish it could have been different.
Mephisto: Oh, do you.
Mephisto: Do you think you're the only one?
Gabriel: *bites his lip again* ...Of course not.
Mephisto: *hisses under his breath* All we wanted was a different existence, some -freedom.-
Mephisto: We never expected all this wretchedness.
Gabriel: *sighs and just looks at him sadly*
Mephisto: All we wanted was-- *hisses again*
Mephisto: "Evil, be thou my good."
Gabriel: *bites his lip again* ...Mephistopheles...
Mephisto: *turns to him, and may actually have tears in his eyes*
Gabriel: *the expression is definitely sad now* *reaches out and gently brushes the tears away with his thumb*
Mephisto: *gasps and closes his eyes, biting his lip*
Gabriel: *softly* I am sorry.
Mephisto: *says nothing in return, but bows his head and starts to cry. ...a lot. appears not to have done this ever.*
Gabriel: *bites his lip again, hesitating briefly before pulling him into a gentle hug*
Mephisto: *doesn't want to be hugged, especially not by an angel, but involuntarily clings anyway*
Gabriel: *holds loosely, so the hug could be broken if wanted* *touches his hair lightly*
Mephisto: *buries his face in Gabriel's shoulder-- yes, this really -is- involuntary*
Gabriel: *repeats, gently, quietly* I am sorry.
Mephisto: *can say nothing in return* *sobs*
Gabriel: *strokes his hair lightly*
Mephisto: *clings*
Gabriel: *clung to* *in bold, omg* *tightens his hold just slightly*
Mephisto: *actually whimpers, and is totally having a mini-breaking session*
Gabriel: *will continue holding and hairstroking, then*
Mephisto: I... *pulls back, and wipes his eyes* Thank you...
Gabriel: *tilts his head sadly* You're welcome. ...Tell me if there's anything else I can do to...make it easier.
Mephisto: I... I don't know.
Gabriel: *brushes his hair back gently and looks anxious for a second*
Mephisto: *shudders* Gabriel.
Gabriel: *quietly* Yes?
Mephisto: Kiss me?
Gabriel: *bites his lip, then nods, leaning forward and kissing him gently*
Mephisto: *kisses back, shutting his eyes and trying to ignore the sorrow he's just been feeling*
Gabriel: *pulls him closer, brushing his fingertips across his cheek*
Mephisto: *whimpers, whether out of pleasure or sadness it's hard to tell*
Gabriel: *kisses softly, holding him and letting his other hand stroke his hair again*
Mephisto: *kisses him intently as if his entire existence depends on it, shaking a little*
*insert pause here*
* Saraquael is now known as Gabriel
Mephisto: *is in two places at once! talented.*
Gabriel: *when we last left our intrepid angel and demon duo, I believe they had just started kissing*
Mephisto: [*CRACKS. UP.*]
Gabriel: [Whaaat? XD]
Mephisto: [That was hilarious.]
Gabriel: [Thank you. XD;]
Mephisto: *is kissing him, then! and crying too.*
Gabriel: *is kissing back as tenderly as he can, holding him tightly*
Mephisto: *shivers, kissing needily*
Gabriel: *if a kiss can convey comfort, this one is*
Mephisto: *is very, very thankful for that* *melts a bit, pressing against him and moaning softly*
Gabriel: *pulls him closer, brushing a hand through his hair and still kissing*
Mephisto: *whimpers, clasping his arms around his waist, wanting to be held*
Gabriel: *will hold him, then, gently but firmly and close to him*
Mephisto: *sighs, enjoying the closeness and feeling very small*
Gabriel: *moves to gently kiss Meph's forehead* *murmurs* ...Does it help?
Mephisto: *closes his eyes and nods his head*
Gabriel: *faint smile* I'm glad.
Mephisto: *does the standing-up equivalent of curling up on him*
Gabriel: *will go back to holding him tightly and gently stroking his hair, dropping the occasional kiss to his forehead*
Mephisto: *clings to Gabriel*
Mephisto: Thank you...
Gabriel: You're welcome. *looks at him solemnly* If there is anything more I can do...
Mephisto: *clings to him* Stay with me.
Gabriel: *nods, holding him* *softly* I will.
Mephisto: Tonight, I mean.
Gabriel: *nods again, a bit slower* I know. I will.
Mephisto: You will? *looks at him, surprised* --thank you...
Gabriel: *looks at him gently* I said I would do what you asked of me...anything I could to make it easier. And I will.
Mephisto: *doesn't quite know what to say, so resigns himself to kissing him again*
Gabriel: *kisses back, because...too many words at this point may not be a good thing*
Mephisto: *very much agreed*