"Killing cells to leave this hell that bitter nostalgia has created.."
Every things just been spinning for days now...
I can't focus on my happy place right now, I see the clowns when I close my eyes...
Man where am I? This is a place I haven't been before. Clawing at the walls, I only feel as if I'm sinking faster.
Oy this pms shit is going to kill me before I die... I can't think straight. I can't be happy. I hate everyone and everything, including myself. The couch has become my friend as well as the blankets that help hide me from the world.
I'm realizing now, why i never tried so hard to be girly.. "where are we getting dressed at tomorrow?"... -____- seriously? we've got to make things THAT complicated?
Ugh, see?! I hate the way I feel right now.
Thinks mayhaps i'll try for sleep. Cant offend anyone there and noone can piss me off... course heartbreak comes from dreams so, damn.. dunno wtf to do
I can't focus on my happy place right now, I see the clowns when I close my eyes...
Man where am I? This is a place I haven't been before. Clawing at the walls, I only feel as if I'm sinking faster.
Oy this pms shit is going to kill me before I die... I can't think straight. I can't be happy. I hate everyone and everything, including myself. The couch has become my friend as well as the blankets that help hide me from the world.
I'm realizing now, why i never tried so hard to be girly.. "where are we getting dressed at tomorrow?"... -____- seriously? we've got to make things THAT complicated?
Ugh, see?! I hate the way I feel right now.
Thinks mayhaps i'll try for sleep. Cant offend anyone there and noone can piss me off... course heartbreak comes from dreams so, damn.. dunno wtf to do