put me out of my misery...
hahah
I am such a pathetic love sick puppy!!!!!
I just want to shake myself and say get a fucking grip.
Problem is you can't get a grip when it comes to love. That shit just takes a hold of you and doesn't let go. It has NO mercy.
You go out and try to have a "good time" and not think about *it* but throw some alcohol in there and what does it do, well it takes it to the 10th power! wow.
I am useless...pathetic. I am so aware of this, yet I just give in, surrender to it.
Fuck it I made it to 2 weeks shy of 25 to fall into the big deep word.....LOVE......and who even knows if it really is the *real* thing....who knows and who is to say. All I know is that I have never felt like this before and it runs long, far and very deep.
It's going to take awhile to get past this one. But know I will and that I can, it's just going to take patience.
and I am SPENT!
ps. I luuurve "D"assy! ; )
I am such a pathetic love sick puppy!!!!!
I just want to shake myself and say get a fucking grip.
Problem is you can't get a grip when it comes to love. That shit just takes a hold of you and doesn't let go. It has NO mercy.
You go out and try to have a "good time" and not think about *it* but throw some alcohol in there and what does it do, well it takes it to the 10th power! wow.
I am useless...pathetic. I am so aware of this, yet I just give in, surrender to it.
Fuck it I made it to 2 weeks shy of 25 to fall into the big deep word.....LOVE......and who even knows if it really is the *real* thing....who knows and who is to say. All I know is that I have never felt like this before and it runs long, far and very deep.
It's going to take awhile to get past this one. But know I will and that I can, it's just going to take patience.
and I am SPENT!
ps. I luuurve "D"assy! ; )