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Jan 24, 2005 20:09

you know, you should pity instead of condemn. i have a quote about fanatics but i dont feel like getting the book.

i cant wait until i am 18. i want tattoos and a lot more piercings. i know that sounds gross but dont worry. it will be tasteful.

i hate these weird moods of mine. its not anger. its not sadness. the lack of emotion is killing me. i cant string a thought together and i cant give a damn about anything. its a desire to get totally smashed or fall down drunk.

just have a funny feeling in my chest thinking of the future and all the things i want to do. i dont know if i have the time for it. or the dedication. or listening to a great song or reading about great people and wishing you were able to make something or do something so immortal and timeless and something that is able to change a person for the better. or for the worse.

emily said she thought i was insane. i said its a fine line between insanity and genius. she said she was sure id make it there someday.

i hope so
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