Jan 20, 2005 20:07
"you cant go forcing something if its just not right"
i really dont know anything anymore. I want to be happy in life but i dont know what that entails. is it better to get bad grades and be happy or be sucessful and miserable? what is the point of accumulating wealth? is it better to be rich and prestigeous or bare minimum and completely at peace with yourself? basically i dont know what to do with my life. i dont know why society says you have to do something with your life.
basically, happiness is a mindset that has nothing to do with the circumstances of your life. because you can be rich and powerful and have a beautiful spouse and still be completely miserable. Conversely, a person can be poor and single and still be happy. therefore it shouldnt matter what i do, as long as im happy. However, that logic has a flaw-- i do not know how to be happy. I mean there are happy moments, but the mindset of happiness as a state of being has evaded me.
basically im fucked in the head.